Never let you go ↞ BWS

Chapter 8

VERY IMPORTANT NOTE AT THE END

"Is she going to be okay?" I asked the nurse as she pressed some buttons on the machine.
"Sir, it's really not my place to say." She said quietly.
I stood up from my chair. "Why do you work here then?!" I felt a strong grip on my wrist and the sound of El's dad in my ear. "Brad, leave it. She's a nurse not the doctor."

My shoulders slacked and his grip loosened. The nurse left quietly and I put my arm on the wall and leant my head on my arm.

"Someone better call Erin."
I took my phone out of my pocket and started to walk outside. I turned around just before I left and looked at her frail body laid on the pristine sheets. I felt a lump form in the back of my throat and swallowed it back. I shut the door behind me and rung Erin. It went to voicemail three times before I got through to her.
"What the fuck do you want?" She said bitterly. Ok. Ouch.
"Ok don't freak out but-"
"Brad it's 1am here and I want to sleep. If you have a problem go tell one of your new friends."
"Erin, she's not looking good." My voice cracked.
"I don't c- Wait. What?"
"I don't know. She did something and I don't know and we're at hospital and she's out cold and her dad found her and I'm so.. Ugh. Help Erin please?"

"There's nothing I can do Brad. I'm the other side of the world. I don't have the money to fly over."

"They're not telling us anything yet."

"What happened?" I heard a frantic call. I turned to see my mum coming down the hallway.
"Erin I'll call you back." I hung up and turned to my mum.

"I don't completely know. You're better off asking her dad."

She kissed my head and went into the room. I went to go in but once I saw her, I couldn't. My feet fixated to the sterilised floor and I stood looking at her hair that lay on her pillow elegantly. I decided on going to get a coffee seeing as I had nothing better to do.

-/-
When I got back, my heart clenched at the sight of her sat up in the bed.
Eloras PoV

My head snapped to the sound of a knock on the door. The nurse fiddled with a wire then went to leave but left the door open for whoever was coming in.

It turned out to be the person I least wanted to see.

"How you doing?"

"Oh cut the bullshit." I spat.
"What bullshit?" He said acting as if nothing had happened. "Just because I left, doesn't mean I wanted to." He added.

"Oh shut up." I sneered at him.

"Why am I the only one who's trying here?" He sat down with a humourless laugh. He changed the subject before I could open my mouth.
"What happened El? You're not you."

"I became a whole different person when you left."

He took a breath. "Why can't you give me chances?"

"I gave you way too many chances!"

He huffed. "And you're not going to give anymore?!"

The room was suddenly filled by a silence.

"Sometimes I feel like the love that brought us together isn't worth the pain you caused me."

His eyes narrowed. "The pain I cau- What pain? I didn't do anything?!"

"You are seriously that dumb? You left me at my weakest moment."

"I was struggling with it too." He said barely audibly.

"Of course you were. That's why you went off to make new friends and slept with anything that has a pulse." I spat sarcastically.

He rolled his eyes. He opened his mouth but was interrupted by a quiet knock on the door.

"Brad can you get that?"
He groaned but got up and answered it.
Martha was stood at the door with a sad expression on her face. It instantly dropped into a glare when she saw Brad.

"Brad would you like to excuse us for a while." She said snapping. He raised his hands up and shifted out, shutting the door behind him.

"Why the fuck is he here?" She whisper yelled once the door clicked shut.

"I don't know. I woke up with my dad and his mum in the room and they went to find him and then he turned up."

She hummed in response and sat in the chair beside the bed.
The room was pretty much silent, the beeping of my machine breaking it.

"El I'm worried bout you." Her voice wobbled. "We've only been friends for a few months and I love you so much. All this stuff with Brad will only make you stronger eventually."

"But it hasn't." I said, my vision blurred from tears.  "I'm lost. This time last year, I had everything. Now look at me." I gestured to myself and then the room.

"This is the part where you find who you are. With the right help you can be happy again. You don't have to have him to be happy."

"But I need him." I sobbed.

"Don't lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you. You're better than that."

And she was right.

I was better than that. 

Important note!

Ok so that's the first part of NLYG. In part 2 is set two years later when the boys are famous. That is when 5sos will be introduced. I will also be posting Erin's PoV to her leaving.

Do you guys want character asks?

It'll help alot 😊

I love you.

Almost as much as Brelora👌🏼