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Your POV
Harry's with the boys while I'm waiting here, home alone.
He's been out since the day he went home from tour, It made me think that he don't want to spend some time with me anymore.
But of course I pushed that 'thought' away, Because I know Harry loves me. I don't know really.
I don't wanna say that I'm doubting his love for me, though his actions clearly says it all.
I just shrugged it off and went to bed early, since Harry will be home at midnight, just like yesterday. He'll be pretty wasted again.
~ 9:30 AM ~
I woke up with Harry's loud snores filling the quiet room. He's still in his jeans but topless. I never knew that this man can snore this loud.
I quickly stood up to do my daily routine. After doing my rituals, I went downstairs to make Harry his breakfast and also prepare pain killers for his 'soon to come' hangover.
But I found nothing in our fridge and cupboards, He must have been using it lately for his headaches every morning due to his night parties.
I grabbed my keys on its place and quickly got inside my car to get some medicines before the prince can wake up.
As I was about to enter the store, A man beside me fell on his feet and I immediately went beside him to help.
I reached for his hands and he just laughed awkwardly that made me smile.
"Are you alright?" I asked giving him his sunglasses
"Yeah..yeah. I'm sorry about that. You know it's a part of 'A blind man's struggles' " he joked and my brows were quick to furrow
"You're blind?"
"Yeah? isn't it obvious miss beautiful?" He asked jokingly and I just stood there with a smile
"Oh sorry, never knew that you're struggling with guessing what other people looks like. I'm not even beautiful mister." I laughed afterwards and he just faced me. I know he can feel where I am, Damn he's just blind not numb.
"You don't say that, all of us are beautiful" he said that while touching my cheeks. I just shook my head to make me go back to reality.
"Yeah right. Where are you going anyways?" I asked supporting him by holding his arm while he's collecting his self back.
"To the market"
"Oh you're almost there" I said guiding him to the direction of the market and bid my goodbye.
After getting what Harry needs I drove home. It's already 10:15 am, he's already up I guess.
When I reached our driveway, I parked the car and rushed inside.
"Where have you been?" Was the question that first greeted me.
"Oh, Good morning to you too mister" I smiled then walked straight into the kitchen.
"Where have you been?" Harry once again asked. I sighed then faced him to see his eyebrows furrowed.
"I ran to the nearest store to buy you medicine" I explained setting the bottle of medicine down.
"That's all that you did? You've been out for an hour" he said crossing his arms on his chest then grabbed the medicine from the table, examining it.
"What are you trying to point out Harold?" I challenged then raised my eyebrow
"Nothing, I'm just shocked that when I woke up my girlfriend was nowhere to be found, and when I came after her all I saw was A man and a lady laughing together" He said looking directly through my eyes.
Oh, so he saw everything.
"First; You're lucky that you woke up without me because I bought you medicine, compared to me. Whenever I'm opening my eyes, It's either my boyfriend isn't beside me because he's out 'partying' or he's pretty wasted." I said, emphasazing every word that I know will open his eyes.
"Second is, You don't know anything. You just saw me with another guy laughing, that's all."
"So you're saying that I should not make that a big deal? YOU laughing with another guy?" Then he laughed sarcastically afterwards
"I don't know where this conversation will go" I shook my head then walked
"Don't you dare walk out when I'm talking to you!" He shouted then grabbed my arm, way too harsh that made my whole body yank towards his broad one.
"Ow! Harry let go!" I begged, while trying to escape from his grasp but he stayed that way while pinning me on the wall
"HE'S BLIND OKAY? I JUST HELPED HIM THAT'S WHY YOU SAW US LAUGHING! YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN BETTER HARRY! YOU SHOULDN'T ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING YOU KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER DO TO MAKE THIS RELATIONSHIP EVEN MORE WORSE THAN WHAT YOU MADE IT!" I shouted with tears rolling down my cheeks, his expression softened and his grasp slowly lost my arms.
"You, You're beginning to c-change Harry. You're not the Harry Styles I met Three years ago. You're slowly turning into a... a-a monster...." I sobbed and shrugged him off
"I'm sorry"
"Sorry?! Harry, sorry?! Your sorry won't change anything! Your sorry won't bring those nights that I'm alone, those nights that all I need was you!" I said while looking directly through his eyes. He just bowed his head while sniffles was all I can hear.
"Talk to me when you realized everything you've done." With that I walked upstairs and locked myself inside the guest room
It took 3 hours for him to knock on the door, By that time I was asleep on the bed so he just barged in without me noticing it.
"I'm really sorry baby, I know that I was wrong. I know that I should ask you first or just simply trust you. I was just scared to lose you. Those nights I've been out, I did that to give you space... because I thought.. you're tired of me. I'm sorry" all the time that he was talking I just looked at him and realized that we were just both scared to lose one another.
We're scared to be alone. He's scared to lose me, I'm scared to mislay him, his love for me.
He's the man that I will do anything in order to make him happy, he's the man that will give his best to keep me. He's the green eyed monster that I love.
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