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Your POV
All of the possible things that can run through my mind are obviously having a race inside my head.
Fans, haters, comments, tweets, messages.... Harry. All, just all. Many fans are sending me hates, and I hate to see Harry getting sad about it.
He always blames hisself whenever I get one of the hurtful words that they say. It affects him more than I am affected, and it hurts me more to see him upset.
There's only one way to stop this, to stop Harry from getting upset, to stop the fans and make them feel more peaceful. I should end everything between us even if it will take so much part of me.
I love Harry more than anyone could. Damn, I love him more than myself, more than anything. He's my world, my other half.
~ 8 o'clock PM ~
"Babe, I'm home!" Harry shouted from downstairs, I looked around to our bedroom taking one last glance before I leave. My things are already packed. This is just for temporary, I whispered to myself while closing my eyes tightly.
Temporary, the word I kept repeating on my head in order to make me calm.
"Babe?" Harry whispered peaking his head through the door
"Are you alright?" He asked while looking at me, then I just nodded while smiling to assure him that I'm fine. But of course, Harry being Harry won't fell in my trap.
"No you're not" he smiled walking to me then grabbed me for a long hug.
I inhaled his scent, enjoying the feeling of how to be in his arms. To feel his warmth flowing through my whole body.
"I love you" I whispered while my eyes are closed
"I love you too babe." He chuckled then kissed my forehead
"Y/n, you're not fine." Then he said afterwards, I pulled away from his chest then looked at his eyes deeply, that I can almost see his soul.
"I am." I whispered trying to contain my voice
"Is it.... Is it about the.. t-the hate?" He asked biting his lip, sighing heavily while running his hand through his beautiful hair.
"Harry... N-no.. It's... It's about you." I said looking at him, he raised his brows
"About me? Why? H-how?"
"I can't bear seeing you sad and upset about yourself, just.. just be-because of me. Harry open your eyes babe, I'm not worth it." I then chuckled sarcastically, sarcastic to myself. It's true though, I'm not worth it.
"I told you to stay strong for me, I-I told you that you don't need to waste your time thinking about what they say. I-I told you to feel free and s-safe with me. Y/n, t-they don't know about us. They don't know anything." He said then a tear rolled down his soft cheeks. This is what I hate, making him sad.
"Harry it's just for temporary" I tried to explain but he just shook his head clearly disagreeing about my plan.
"How long?"
"I-I don't know... Maybe... T-two months?" I said almost asking him
"Two months?! Can you hear yourself Y/n? Babe, It's Two months, Two.fucking.months without you." He exclaimed throwing his arms around the air
"Harry, those two months, you're going on a tour. It will keep you distracted babe. We.. we just need to take a break, to give the haters a break. To give 'us' a break." I explained then he just looked at me like I'm a psycho the whole time.
"How about the nights? Am I still distracted when I'm about to sleep? I won't hear your voice. The voice that makes me smile, the voice that boosts my confidence, my energy.. the whole time."
"Harry! You don't get me, y-you don't under-"
"Y/n, Understand, you? You don't know how hard I'm trying to understand you right now. To understand why you need to leave, why you can't just be strong for me. For us."
"Harry I'm trying my best." I said then he just laughed and looked at me blankly
"Your best? Where? Where is that 'best'? I can't see! I can't feel!" He almost shouted at me, that made me cry
"H-harry.. I already made my mind."
"Am I not allowed to say my opinion about that? About your.... your fucking plan of leaving me?! Don't I have a say in this?"
"I'm sorry. B-but we... we need to do this" I just bowed my head while sobbing
"I promise, Harry. I promise, It's just for two months. When you get back, we will continue this... With a fresh start. With noone doubting our love. I promise to stay strong for you this time... for us" with that I walked up to the door then grabbed the handle
"Hey" he said calling my attention, I looked at him and he's already staring
"Please be back after Two months, I'll wait for you.. You know I love you so much right?" He said and then a small smile made its way on my lips
"I know you love me, and I love you too. More than you can imagine." With that, we made things clearer and ofcourse, promise is a promise. So after Two months, Two.freaking.months. I went back to my home, not just a home. I went back to where I really belong. And that's in Harry's heart, he's my home, my lover and my friend.
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