Emotions Unearthed

A new unexpected beginning

I slowly opened my eyes , my head was pounding. It took me a few minutes to get into my state of consciousness.

WAIT! How am I alive ? Didnt I end everything ?

I slowly got up, my head was still pounding. I looked to the side, my diary was there

Didnt i keep it in the bed ?

My head was hurting too much to think. I looked at my wrist. It was bandaged!! I slowly opened the bandage, there was some medicine put on.
Great i always knew i was good for nothing . Now im not even good enough to die

Even death has abandoned me

But who did this ? The wound was treated by a person who knew what he was doing.

A doctor ?

No way. There were no doctors living nearby and i didnt know anyone too. Then who would it be. Why would that person go away without stopping to reveal his/her identity ?

I saw a piece of paper with a few tablets on top of them placed next to my pillow.
I took it and read

Dont let people influence the way you live ! You are beautiful the way you are and you just need to stop and realise that there are people out there who admire you and your personality. If you plan to end your valuable life just because some stupid people let you down, then im sorry but that's plainily STUPID. And dont forget to eat these pills. It will reduce your headache. And dont bother finding me out! You wont be able to ! But i will be there when u need me

WOW! I broke the silence of the dead atmosphere around me. That was weird and most of all his last few lines made me more curious than ever. AHAA! I can find this person out by this handwriting! With this new clue and excitement, i on my bed staring at the ceiling, something which i do very often.

Anyways whoever you are, your words meant alot. Im not gonna commit this stupidity ever again.

I need to find this person !
Who would it be ?
Why would the person run away from me?
Why is he scared to reveal his/ her identity ?
Is there someone who actually cares for me in this world ?
Who is it ?!??!

I slowly drifted away in my sleep to awake to the new unexpected beginning tomorrow.