Class is finally over and I'm glad it seem like this class has been going on since Jamal came over here, speaking of him I wonder what he wanted to talk about I'm so nervous.
"RING" the bell went off singling transition time, and I waited for everyone to leave like I always do.
"Remember class to do pages 8-12,out of your text books" my biology teacher ms.Carmen stated as everyone left. I was about to leave when Jamal came up to me, oh man I forgot he said he wanted to talk after class.
"Hey I thought we were going to talk." he said with this supsicous look in his eyes, I once again got uncomfortable and put my head down.
"Oh yeah I forgot, so what's up??" I stated seeming nervous...man I'm going to blow this with the cutest boy in school, at that in town. Ughh is all I thought
"Ummm..." He said
"Do you think Alexis would want to go out with David he really like her a lot and I think I should do my boy this favor" when he stated that my whole heart shattered, I got all fixed up for nothing.
"Uhh yeah I know she likes him I'll tell her and tell you tomorrow." I told him disappointed
"Naw I don't think he can't wait that long, why don't you give me your number and tell me what she says tonight." He said sounding proud like he accomplished something.
"Well I don't have a phone, I can't pay the bill." I said as I put my head down for the fourth time today its kinda like a habit.
He snickered and sorta noticed that I was serious. "Wait your serious, but your about to go to the 11th grade and you don't have a phone." When he said that it made me hurt even more than I already was.
"Look I'll just tell you tomorrow I have to go." with that I stormed out of the classroom embarrassed and hurt that my crush found my problems funny.
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So its been three days since after I talked to Alexis she told me that she would in deed like to go out with David and they settled it. Today I was at lunch bye myself and it seemed like David was stealing my best friend but I did wanted her to be happy so I just let it go. I was finish with my meal so I decided to through it away and find somewhere to do some work I had, on my way out the cafeteria I had ran into someone being that I have a habit of keeping my head down so wouldn't have to face things I didn't want to. When I looked up it was Ashley this girl that has been bullying me since the 8th grade.
Ashely was like my best friend when we where in the 8th grade after Alexis transferred to our middle school me and her started hanging out again like old times and sorta left her out the picture and ever since then he has done nothing but cruel things to me.
"Bitch watch where the fuck your fat ass going, got damnnit you made me spill juice all over my Versace shirt what the hell how am I going to get this out." She said so cruley
"I am so so so sorry, it was an accident." I said while trying to get the juice out her shirt which only had it worse.
"Move bitch omg"as she walked away I tried to ignore the people that were looking at me and continue to clean the mess that I had accidently made. While I had almost finish cleaning I felt a cold liquid pouting upon my head once it stopped I came out of my shock to see that is it was Ashely pouring strawberry and chocolate milk on my hair.
"I bet your ass will look were you going next time, time won't you." She said harshly
Everyone was laughing and I had to get out of there I ran out the cafeteria and ran into the closed library, after finding the bathroom in there I looked in the mirror and cryed I don't understand why my life had to be some shit, I'm such a nice person, respectful, honest, and loyal why doesn't anyone love me. I slowly crawled into the corner and wished my life ended but I new I didn't have the will power to do it to myslef.
I heard a knock on the door and said "go away."
"Its us vine,open up."she said sounding sympathetic.
"Why weren't you there lexis I needed you." I stated oh so serious
She huffed and said a really low "sorry." I heard feet walk away and found the courage to get up off the bathroom, as I got up and fixed myself I walked I out the bathroom and bumped into a built figure, it was Jamal.
"Why are you here?" I said as I put my head down.
"Because I can, and why are you always putting your head down you to pretty for that ma." He said which kinda made my heart glow.
" look you don't need to have pitty for me ok." I said walking away only to be pulled back.
"Don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you he said and I could hear the authourity in his voice." I once again puf my head down and wished I wasn't there. He used his index finger and pulled my head up and told me,
"Stop ma I told you, your to bueatiful to being putting your face down." And then he walked away.
I don't know what it was but I felt like something was going to change from this day forward and I really liked what I was feeling, but now it was time to go home and I would have to face my step dad.
"GOD HELP ME!!!"
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So I'm done chapter three I see people are reading but ease comment and give me feed back I really would appreciate it I'm try my hardest to do them everyday and longer as you can see I will try and put up chapter four tonight before ten... Any way I hope you enjoyed❤
