I Hate Beautiful Men

chapter 13 it hurts, but what can I do?

Edited by Brianna Pollard A.K.A nitedreamer :)

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Chapter 13

*BRIAN HART*

I checked myself in the mirror, thankfully my eyes were back to normal. My stomach grumbled, I haven’t eaten all day. I decided to go down. I expected it to be awkward with Santee, but what I didn’t expect is seeing Santee… kissing Craig. Again, my heart started to hurt like it’s going to burst. Why do I always feel this way towards her? I’ve been with hot and gorgeous girls but I never felt anything like this before.
I don’t like this feeling; it’s like that I want to take her away from him. I wanted to punch him for touching her, because she’s mine. But what can I do, when I can clearly see that Santee is not avoiding his kisses?

I don’t have the slightest right to be…. I don’t even know what I feel for her, I’m sure that this is not love… or is it? Am I jealous? That can’t be, I never get jealous, not now.

I cleared my throat and Santee jumped from shock and Craig is clearly disappointed. There’s the awkward silence that I’ve been expecting.

“So… you two are finally together huh?” I said and my eyes are focus on Santee who can’t look straight into my eyes.

My heart is beating fast, like it’s going to burst, but I have to compose myself.
Craig stood up and held Santee’s hands... it made me feel grossed out a little.

“Yup.” He said and kissed her forehead.

“Good for you then.” I faked a smile. “Well, I have to go get something to eat because I haven’t eaten all day.” I said casually.

“Ah… th-there’s food in the fridge… just heat it up again.” Santee said, her voice is cracked.
I nodded and headed to the kitchen.

*SANTANA MILLER*

Brian left... my heart was pounding hard. I don’t know how to react in this kind of situation. This is the first time that I’ve experienced this stuff and I didn’t know that it would hurt this much. I have to tell someone. And I can only think of Carmen.

“Don’t worry about him.” Craig said and that brought my attention back to him.

“Huh?”

“Brian, he’s still new about this sister stuff and still adjusting about you so I think he’s just upset for now.” He said.

“Upset? What do you mean?” I asked.

Craig smiled. “Santana, Brian is not used of having a sibling and the sudden marriage of your parents totally made his life turn the other way around, especially when he knew that he was going to have a sister. He totally thought that you would be like umm.. a kid but it turns out that a pretty girl would be his sister.” Craig said and I blushed.

“No I’m not.”

“Santana, do you have any idea how pretty you are?” Craig said and made me face him.

“You’re just saying that.” I said.

He chuckled and put his hands on my face and squeezes my cheeks. “You little arrogant girl. You are so pretty that I could kiss you all day.” He said and kissed me.

“Craig.” I tried to stop him, but he didn’t stop.

Maybe this won't be a bad idea... I mean Craig is a good guy after all, even though he’s a jerk sometimes. Maybe I could learn how to like him, like how I like Brian… wait… what? I like Brian? No way, he’s an asshole. And he has more mood swings than me on my period.

“By the way, why are you here?” I asked when he finally let go of my lips.

“Oh, right, I was looking for Bret. Where is he?”

I shrug my shoulder. “I don’t know, I haven’t seen them.”

He sighed. “Well I can always wait for them. Will you entertain me then?” He said grinning handsomely.

Stupid Craig, making me feel dizzy. I have to control myself. He kissed me again. This guy likes to kiss, I can clearly see that now.

“Do you always kiss other girls as many times as you’re doing to me right now?” I ask.

“No, only to you.”

“Liar.” I punched him slightly.

“Wow, jealous much?” he chuckled.

I was taken aback. What me? Jealous? I just agreed to be his girlfriend like 30 minutes ago and I’m acting like a jealous bitch?

“N-no, I’m not… so what do you do…when you’re not here?” I changed the topic.

“HHmmm, trying to change the topic huh? Well… that would be a secret.” He said.

I pouted. “That reminds me, I don’t know anything about your background aside from you being so close with the Harts.”

“Well…”

“Please tell me?” I put on my puppy dog look.

He hissed. “Why are you making it hard for me...” he paused and look at me, then sighed. “Fine I’ll tell you. But not here.”

“Huh? Why?”

“Brian might hear.”

“What about Brian?” I ask, What does it have to do with Brian?

“Just… not here.”

“Fine let’s go to the garden.” I said and we walked outside.

The garden is huge with Bermuda grasses and a garden set. The landscape and all the flowers that are taken care of beautifully.

“Wait here.” Craig said and before I could say anything he disappeared.

After a while Craig was back and I gasp when I saw him, he brought a picnic blanket, some snacks, and sodas.

“What are you doing?” I said but help him with the blanket.

“Well, I thought that it would be a waste if I’d just do nothing when the stars are shinning so brightly and I’m with my beautiful girlfriend, don’t you think it’s romantic?” He said smiling.

“You’re Crazy.” I said chuckling.
We sat on the blanket and he made me sit in front of him.

“So what do you want to know?” he asks.

“Hmmmm…” I’m thinking about why are you here but another question popped into my head. “What’s your relationship with the Harts aside from being Brian’s friend?”

Craig’s smile faded away and he became really serious. “Well… it’s personal…”

“Oh, if you don’t want to talk about it then…” I stopped when Craig chuckled. “What?”

“You… a while ago you said that you want to know about it and now you don’t want to talk about it?” he asked.

“Well… if it’s too personal for you to tell me then you can just forget about it.” I said.

“No, since you’re part of this family I guess you have the right to know about why am I so close with them.” He paused and again he became serious.  Now, I’m more curious. He inhaled and then exhaled. “Bret… is… my father.”

I felt my mouth hang open. Craig is just looking at me, waiting for my reaction.

“If you’re joking about this I swear I’ll kick your balls until you can’t produce another Craig jr. in this world.” I said without a pause.

“Wow, honey…so harsh.” I’m kind of stunned with his endearment. “I am not kidding this time.” He said.

“Wha- whe…. H-h… huh?” I can’t find the words to say.

“My mom and Bret got separated when I was still a baby…” Craig started. “Their relationship didn’t last long because my mom was too young back then and Bret was always busy at work. So, they got divorced after 2 years of their marriage. I didn’t know about my father because my mom took me away with her. Until she got diagnosed with AIDS…” he paused and pressed his lips together.

“Craig…. If you don’t want to…”

“It’s fine Santana.” He stopped me. “My mom was always out on bars and had many boys that she hooked up with almost every night… I don’t really like it but I couldn't do anything because I was too young. I always asked for my father’s whereabouts but she was just ignoring me every time. I was 8 when my mom died and I was send to the orphanage. I don’t know any relatives because my mom didn’t tell me anything about them. After a year the nun on that institution introduced me to Bret and said that he’s my father. At first I thought that he was just going to adopt me that’s why the nun said he’s my father.  He took me to his house and explained to me everything. He showed me photos of my mom and him, when I was born, and many other pictures that proves he’s my father. I was so happy.” He smiled. “I met Brian and his mom, I thought Brian would not treat me right because like me, it was his first time seeing me and then Bret said that we would be brothers. I saw Brian’s reaction, he was shocked.”

“What did he do?... I mean Brian, after he knew about you?” I manage to ask.

“He didn’t speak to me or even looked at me until the day he got locked up in the attic when I was 10 and he was 7. We we’re alone that time no one is in the house. He was shouting and screaming like a girl. And for the first time he shouted my name. I was in the garage playing with my bike when I heard him.” He shook his head. “He was so funny. Craig helped me, he shouted over and over again. I ran to the attic, the door was locked, so... I open it. When the door opened, Brian ran into my arms and hugged me. He was crying so hard and I just hugged him until he fell asleep.”

“So… you guys became good brothers?”

“He was still awkward sometimes, so I made the move.” He smirked.

“What did you do?”

“I taught him how to play basketball.” He said.

We talk about many things after that. I learned that Craig wanted to be a lawyer just like his dad and now he’s doing an internship at the office. Talking to him is really comfortable so I didn’t notice the time.

“Hey, it’s late… you still have school tomorrow.” Craig said wrapping his arms around me.

“Yeah I know so you can let go of me now.” I said and he chuckled.

He pulled me up and we walk inside the house. He accompanied me to my room.

“This is your stop”. He said holding my hands.

“Yeah… bye.” I said. He gave me a kiss and I close the door.

It was midnight and I lazily dropped myself on my bed and passed out.

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