Why am I here?? ~Dean Ambrose

~~38~~

Deans POV
Today is the funeral. That means I not only have to say goodbye to my beloved mother, but I also have to deal with my dick of a father.

Which will be just great for me, and for Janessa. Poor Janessa! My dad hates her. But I love her so much!

"Baby, come get your suit on!" Janessa started. "Hot stuff!" She yelled at me.

I chuckled at how silly she was. Janessa is getting a lot better. She is eating and she seems happy, truly happy.

I walk into the bathroom, Janessa's shower just ending, I turn the water back on and stripped down, jumping in with her, she giggled and got out. I smiled and started my shower. I got out and slicked back my hair, applying my black suit that had a black shirt and brown tie.
She was dressed in a beautiful black lace dress, that stretched just above her knee, and had a low back, that ended just above her butt. She also had tasseled brown boots that matched my tie, minus the tassels.

I kissed her ear and felt her melt underneath my touch. "You look beautiful!" I whispered into her ear.

She giggles and kissed me on my lips. She grabbed her small purse and slipped her phone and about $200 dollars into it.

She slipped from my lips and left out the door.

"Tease!" I yelled. She shrugged and swayed her hips a bit more. We were laughing at her and she did the Nikki Bella booty shake.

I almost died laughing, although she does it a lot better than Nikki!! A lot!!

We got into the rental car, and we are on our way to hell!

~~~~~~~~~at the funeral~~~~~~~~

Deans POV
Janessa is still in the car. She told me to go without her. I don't want to, but if she tells me to do something, I do it.

"Jonathon!" My fath- dick of a father, starts. "Good to see you lost the slut!"

I walk right up to him. "Now you listen to me, dad. Janessa is not a slut, and I am marrying her! So stop being so freaking disrespect!!" I yelled, a few people looked, but I don't care. All I care is that Nessa gets the respect she deserves.

I saw Janessa open the door and come towards me, I walked towards her and met her half way. Once I was close enough I grabbed her head and kissed her. It wasn't a passionate kiss, it was a sweet loving kiss.

As we kissed, I cried. I cried knowing my mother was gone, but I also cried knowing I have the most amazing girl.

"Babe, are you okay?" Janessa asked me, I nodded, tears still falling.

I smiled at Nessa and wiped my tears. I dragged her to the seats at the front.

My father walked up to the front.

"Thankyou for coming here today to celebrate the life of, Jenna Good." (I don't actually know her name because I couldn't find it anywhere, if anybody happens to know it could you pls tell me? But for now ima go by Jenna.)

"Now Jenna was a beautiful women in her day, she had two beautiful children, Jonathan and Laurin Good...-"

~~~~~ AFTER THE FUNERAL~~~~~
Still Deans POV
I let my last tear drop as my mothers body was put underground.

Janessa noticed my tear and pushed herself closer to me in my chest, I wrapped my arms tightly around her and let my head drop in between us, I may have let a few more tears fall.

Before I even realize, Janessa and I are the only ones left out there, even my father left.

I lightly let go of Janessa and grabbed her hand. I curved through tombstones, making sure not to step on any of them, and I pulled her to the wooden fence that was at the end of the property, there was a small ledge there that wasn't very steep.

My mothers funeral went pretty late, late enough for the sun to be setting, so I helped Janessa over the fence. We just sat on the ledge, cuddling and watching the sunset.

I heard footsteps coming towards us and I got up.

"Wha-?" Janessa started, but I quietly put my finger to my lips and she shutup.
I slowly put my head above my head and saw my extremely drunk father.

"What?" I asked impatiently.

"Your mother didn't deserve you!" He slurred. "Your mother was a good women and all you did was hurt her."

"Why do you think I beat you?" He asked, I didn't answer. "I beat you cos you were such a bad kid. And your mother was so wonderful! You came home every night drunk and with some slut!" He yells. "Your mother couldn't handle it, that's what drove her to drink."

I started crying and shook my head. "That's not true!" I yell, pulling at my hair.

"Yes it is Jon, and you know it." I collapsed and cried even harder. I loved my mother, I couldn't be the reason... Could I?

Janessa lightly pulled my Chin up and kissed me on the lips. "He's drunk, don't listen baby!! I love you, you have me! I love you." She whispered repetitively into my lips.

I nodded and grabbed her hand, pulling her away from the fence and my father to our rental car.

I got In and looked down, I didn't drive.

"You came home drunk? I've never seen you drink." Nessa says.

"And that's why. My mom started drinking and I stopped, I had to take care of her when she got extremely drunk, or extremely hungover." I said sadly.

"...your, uh. Your dad beat you?" She asked, I nodded and she grabbed my face and passionately kissed me, I kissed back and loved every second of it.

She pulled away first. "I'm so sorry, I love you!" She said.

I started driving home. "I need you tonight..." I whispered.

"I do too baby, I do too." She whispered back.

(A/N hey guys. I have had really bad writers block especially with this book. I have also just started school and am trying to balance 3 books, that's right... 3! Two on this account and one on PiraBeans2 so if you wanna read that one [not WWE, Werewolf] please go read it. 😀)