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(How he knew about Janessa. Also more detail on deans POV.)
Dean's POV
Janessa has been cutting again, she doesn't know I know.

But I do! It's obvious! She is no longer happy, she puts on a fake smile and pretends she's okay, she's also wearing her bracelets again.

Today she is even more so off, like she seems like she's happier, but I think she's just trying to reassure me.

I have dealt with this before... My little sister, Lauren. She used to cut, she was depressed but pretended she was okay, one day she was acting extremely happy, I left for work and I had a bad feeling in my gut that she was going to try something, I came home and she was standing on a chair, with a rope around her neck and a note in her hand, she saw me and looked in my eye, I ran toward her and she kicked the chair. But I was too quick, she was in my arms, unconscious. I saw all of it...

"Do you agree Jon?" Paul asked me, I looked at him and nodded, even though I had no idea what was going on, Ro was beside me.

"Excuse me, Paul. May I take Dean outside for a moment?" Roman asked Paul, he nodded. Ro took my hand and pulled me outside.

Be fore he could say something I started talking.

"Do you remember when my sister tried to kill herself?" I asked him, he nodded.
"The day she tried she was acting happier then I had ever seen her, Janessa was acting the same way, by the way she has started cutting again... Ro I'm scared she's gonna kill herself!"

"Come on bro! Let's go get her! You can't let her do this." He told me, I nodded and followed him out of the building, we don't have a car so we ran.

We ran as fast as possible.

It felt like we were running in slow motion, yet somehow I felt as if I had the most energy ever, like the slow motion feeling made me feel like I'm unstoppable. I focused on that! I needed something other then the fact the love of my life is possibly gonna kill herself.

We made it to the door and I didn't stop, the elevator was being to slow so I ran to my left and saw a red door that said "stairs" so I ran into that door and up, we are on one of the highest floors.

I made it to the door, it was locked but I could here Janessa crying, so I kicked it. I kicked it harder than anybody in the ring, I just kicked.

Ro was behind me at this point and all I saw was that Janessa was naked with blood running down her arm, and she whispered; "I'm sorry, I love you!"

"RO CALL 911 NOW!!" I told Roman as I picked up a blanket to cover her body.

I ran out of the hotel and I ran onto the street. I didn't feel as if anything was in slow nothing this time, all that I could focus on was that beautiful girl in front of me and the blood dripping from her wrists, and the pain in my chest caused by this!

I hear sirens and I run even faster toward them. The paramedics come out and take her from me, I get in the truck and I cry, I cry until I can no longer cry!

"She's still alive, but she's dying fast! Hurry up the truck!" The paramedic told the driver.

I looked at him and said "she's dying?" And he nodded.

I cried more.

We soon arrive at the hospital and they bring her in, she's still alive at the moment, but they say she won't last much longer.

"Baby, I can't loose you! Please wake up!" I said as they stopped her bleeding.

*BEEEEEEEEE-P*
I hear and I start crying! She's dead, she died!

The doctor takes the difibrillator and yells clear as he touched them to her body, they repeat this process two more times and still no life!

I cry and walk over to her.

"I love you Janessa! I can't live without you! Please come back to me baby!" I say, nothing happens I lean in, and I bring my lips to hers.

Seconds later I hear, *BEEP, BEEP, BEEP* a healthy heart beat, and she is kissing me back.

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