Why am I here?? ~Dean Ambrose

~~8~~

~Deans POV~
"I really like Janessa bro! She's just so, perfect! Her body is slim and beautiful, her hair, expresses who she is, bright and bubbly!" I said to roman, because we were on the phone.

"Dude calm down, you're not even dating her! Just calm yo tits!" Roman said, obviously aggravated by me.

"Well... acctually" I started, but roman interrupted me.

"No bro, you did not..." Roman said. I didn't answer, implying that I did.
"Oh congrats bro!!! Finally you have a girlfriend, usually you just have a one night stand and never see her again." he said drifting his sentence off.

"Ya, but she's different!" I said, bouncing around the room!
"I actually like her Roman, she is something else! She's just so perfect, and she just knows who she is! I mean look at all those bracelets, she knows she likes that, so she wears them!" I said, noticing Janessa in the doorway, listening. She did not know I saw her so I snuck up behind the door and yelled, scaring her, she was so scared she fell flat on her bum.

"Haha, talk to you later roman!" I said, ending the call. I offered her my hand and she took it.

"Hey, what's up with you and the bracelets??" I asked her, she looked at the ground as tears fell from her face.

"What, what did I do??" I said scared, "I'm so stupid, all I do is hurt people!"

"HEY, don't say that Dean!! You did not hurt me!" She said to me, I looked down at her. "I need to show you something dean!" She pulled me over to the bed and sat me down, she started pulling off her bracelets one by one. she hid them from me at first.

"I have been cutting for a year now, that's what's up with these bracelets!" She said turning to me and showing me her wrists, completely covered in scars, and some pretty fresh looking cuts.

"When was the last time you cut?" I asked her.

"The day before I met you... That was the last time I cut!" She replied. I had a stunned look on my face, she looked down, she looked back up at I grabbed her wrists and pulled them close to my face, kissing her scars!

"You know this does not change how I feel about you Janessa Rae, right??" I asked her. She looked up and smiled widely with tears still flowing out of her eyes.

"Rea-.." She started, but was interrupted by my lips crashing passionately against hers. It was nice! Once we were done, she just stared into my eyes and gazed. I brought her back into reality as I went into the washroom, grabbing a warm cloth, to wipe the dried tears from her face, she looked up the whole time. I KNOW SHE IS THE WOMAN FOR ME!