Black Angel!

new guy...how to save a life

authors note...[again if you are easly triggered with cutting don't read from when i say,if you were abused don't read from where i say cause it might bring back memories]

chapter 2!!!!! hey guys, i'm gonna ty to make this a long chapter but i'm not sure... this chapter sort of goes along with the song Give Me A Sign by Breaking Benjamin, cause the sng describes how Sopheia (the girl who Amy has been assigned to) is feeling.. :) please comment what you think.

 

"Amy, you are going to teach Vic the ropes of being a-ahh black angel!" Saiten said sternly before turning on his heel, "damin it!" i muttered under my breath, he and i have been arguing because i have to 'teach' some moron how to be a black angel because his old boss got pissy at him. i turned around to see a guy with a black emo cut hair, with two bat wings.. "I'm guessing you're my new boss?" he said in a sad raspy voice, "uhh yeh, if you're name is vic." i said plastering on my fake smile. For some reason i can never smile truly...truthfully, everyone in my life before must of thought i was verry happy because no one actually noticed that i was about to kill myself... Thats the thing about life no one really knows what is going to happen, i'm starting to rember what happend in my old life, there was abuse, hurt, and pain... alot of pain. "Amy, you ready to go?", "uhh yeh" i said walkg to collect the folders and files that i need from saitn. "where are we going?" Daniel asked his voice echoing through the hall that led down to the office of saiten.. "to saiten, i need to talk to him and i need to get some things..." i tralled of opeaning a door that led to a portal that led to heaven because saiten has the things i need and he is up there sending mended people up there. "you mean the actual saiten, the big scary guy that is ment to be evil?" Vic asked shocked that i wasn't affected by the fact that we were seeing one of the most powerful beings that has ever lived. "one he isn't 'evil, that is just a myth! two are you scared?" i sneered venom dripping from my voice. Vic just starred at me in shock  i grabbed his wrist and pulled him along, i know what your thinking what a bitch right? but that is what happens to you when your hurt so much. when we got to saiten he was waiting for us, "ahh Amy i'm guessing you need these papers." he saidhanding me the files, "yeh and i'm just wondering what happened to me in my past life?" i looked at saiten with confusion plastered on my face he sighed and answered with "in time my dear, the truth is a verry powerful thing." Jesus he is annoying! Come on Vic we have to take care of these people! he just merily nodded when we were  on earth i looked at the file "Sopheia Brooks" i mumbled and soon we were in a room, it was covered in black veil brides and breaking benjimin posters, most of her room was black but her floor had puddles of now dry and crusty blood on them. Vic nuddged me and pointed to a young girl who had a gun pulled at her head she was looking at us as if she could see us i walked  towards her, she was just staring at us two terriified "w-who are you?" she struggled to get out "i'm vic and she is Amy." Vic said "please don't do this to yourself, beleve me those bitches at school have nothing against you, it's all just pure jolousy, you are beautiful the boys stay away from you because the girls are allways saying rude things about you and making up lies. And believe me thats all that they'll ever be, lies it only counts of what you think of yourself Sopheia you can pull yourself out of this, be strong  next time you see them tell them the truth about them, they'll never see the way out of that!" i said towards her "how do you know it'll work?" she asked me "because darlin i know that you will end up married with three children, your happy and in a band like black veil brides, and you know what you wont get any of that if you pull that trigger!" she looked convinced i pulled her in for a hug witch she accepted she cried on my shoulder for a good hour. soon Vic and I left "so thats what you do? you convince people not to kill themselves?" i nodded knowing that my angel didn't  save me "except sometimes it dosent work" i said sadly "heres my room,night" Vic said walking off i gave  him a nod and went to my room, it was black i have books and a phone, yes we have phones down here i instantly put on bvb (black veil brides) and fell asleep on my bed.... [triggering scenens and abuse scenes don't read if you  are triggered or if you have been abused]

you are worthless, your parents havent even noticed that you are gone! said a man who had caused me alot of pain "they'll find me asshole!" i yelled there was a slap followed by a significant amount of pain on my cheek " nobody loves you emo!" he snarled before repedidly kikking and punching me he left the room and locked it, i lied there in pain feeeling my salty tears sliding down my face, i looked in the cracked mirror, there was a loose peice of glass  i pulled it out and sat there gliding it along my skin, hopefully i will die  of blood loss. i woke up screaming what in all fuck! i looked around my blood was everywhere, the setting out of this room was so similar to the one in my dream, turns out even as a black angel you can self harm? cause when ever i have those dreams i cut my self with the same peice of glass i looked at my arms the were covered in blood i can't die again, i have allredy done that, and believe it or not it actually hurts to die, no matter how you die!