A/n I'm determined to finish this fic before I go back to school in 2 days.
Pete POV again
Pete,
I'm sorry I had to leave, I know you are all disappointed about not being able to do the tour so I figured it would be better if I left, you guys can get a new singer and finish the tour withoutme
But no matter how far away I am, I'll always love you, no matter how long I'm gone I'll always love you.
Tell Andy and Joe I'm sorry, and I love them too, but not as much as I loveyou.
I laughed at that with tears streaming down my face
I know you'll probably move on, go date Mikey way again, or even go back to Megan but just know I never will.
Love
Patrick xoxox
Ps. Friends?
I was crying so hard I couldn't breath. I can't live without him.
Why the fuck would he think I would date Mikey way, at all? I hav never dated him and never will ( *cough* Petekey shippers *cough*)
He probably left because of you dumb ass
Maybe
He knew he deserves better than you so he went to go them
I've fallen to the floor sobbing
You're a fuck up your better off dead
I know I am
What's that line? "Why don't you just drop dead?" I bet that was about you
But I wrote it??
I pushed aside all those thoughts and went to lay in Patrick's bed so I can spend some time with him even if he's not really there, I felt something under his pillow, his fedora. More tears came pouring out. A note was stuck to it
Remember me for centuries
I put the hat down and ran to the bathroom
(Trigger warning)
I searched the shelves for anything sharp. Finally I found a razor blade
I pulled up my sleeves and placed the cold metal to my skin
Do I really want to to this?
I pressed a bit and saw some blood spring from my wrist I smiled and ran the blade across my arm 3 more times.
I finally put it down and tried to clean up my wrist and bandage it. Just as I was starting to bandage it the door opened and Andy was standing there.
"Pete..." He commented looking at my wrist, I shook my head and sat on the floor crying " you were doing so good! 5 years without cutting!" He stood up and looked around "I'm going to get Patrick" I started crying harder
"N-n-no" I choked out, but he didn't listen he walked out and yelled something I didn't make out. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore
A/n I FEEL SO EVIL IM SORRY FOR PUTTING YOU GUYS THROUGH SO MUC. PAIN
WHILE I WAS WRITING THIS WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE CAME LN AND I JUS
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Friends? (-peterick-)
Fanfiction5 years they have known each other 5 years When Pete wakes up to his best friend after a party He thinks, Can one night ruin 5 years of friendship?
