Forgive and Forget

Chapter 5~ Sam's

A/N- Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been having a serious case of writer's block :p but I finally managed to think of something with some help from my friends :) it might not be a very good chapter because remember I was having writers block while writing this. And also it might be boring because it's just a filler chapter. Enjoy :) 

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I packed my bag for Sam's house, putting in all my necessities. A bathing suit, an outfit, a towel, pillow, blanket, tooth brush and tooth paste, hair brush, water proof makeup, and a few other random things.

I shoved the bag in my locker so that no one else could see it. Especially not Lily.

I was wearing a blue tee with jean shorts and a light jacket over it. (This: http://www.polyvore.com/school/set?id=81121702# )

It wasn't that hot outside. And my fresh cuts had to be covered.

I get my books for chemistry and start walking towards there.

I run into someone and fall on the ground, again. I drop my books and look up to see who I had run into this time.

Keaton.

I start to smile a bit at the site of him. He looks down at me with his sea green eyes. I look behind him and see Trevor.

"Hey watch where your going next time you little slut. You dropped all of your books on my foot." My smile fades off my face. My eyes got really big and my mouth opens a bit in shock, but I quickly close it. I can't believe what just came out of his mouth. Well, I kinda can. I hear it almost everyday from someone but I can't believe he said that and even after what happened yesterday. I thought he might have actually liked me and even maybe cared for me a bit, I guess he was just playing me, just apart of a plan.

My eyes brimmed with tears, threatening to spill over, but I fought with all that I could to hold them back. My head turned to face the floor.

"Sorry." I say. I start to pick up my books off of his foot.

"Watch where you're going next time." He says coldly. I stand up with my books, my head still down. I walk into the classroom and sit down in my seat next to Lily.

"So what's up with you." She asks. I look at her and give her a weird look.

What's up with me? Did you seriously just ask me that? Well, besides having you abuse me everyday and having the guy you think might like you turn out to hate your guts, everything is fine. I wanted to yell in her face, but instead I just say "Nothing. I'm fine." But obviously I'm not, she just can't tell or doesn't care enough to care. In fact, I'm 99.9% positive that she is happy that I'm miserable.

"Okay class, we will be learning about chemical bonds." Yes! This is one of my favorites!

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After class, I started to walk out the door. I felt someone smack my ass and I jumped about five feet in the air. When I was back on my feet, I turned around and saw Trevor smirking at me like an idiot. God I wanted to slap him so hard that he would fall over.

I just kept walking to my locker like nothing ever happened. I grabbed my next book and was about to shut my locker when I felt someone's hands wrap around my waist. I tensed ups and he let out a low chuckle. "You liked that didn't you?" He asked in a low raspy voice. His hands were traveling up and down my sides. Then after a while of that, he spun me around to face him. "We could do something more if you'd like." Trevor said. I gaged a bit in disgust. His hands still on my hips, pulling me close to him. He reached down and grabbed my butt, squeezing it. I gasped as he did so, making him smirk even more. "See you later." He said winking back at me as he walked away.

I felt so violated. I wanted to go home and take a shower an wash off all of his germs.

I went the rest of the day thinking about it. I just wanted to go and through up.

At the end of the day, I went to my locker and grabbed my books and homework that I needed for over the weekend and stuffed it all in my backpack. I lastly grabbed my bag out if the back of my locker and just held it in my hand, not having enough room for it in my book bag. I shut my locker and guess who was there.

Surprise, surprise, it was Lily. "What's the bag for?" She asked me.

"Nothing. And if I was doing something it would be none of your business. Now can I just go home? It's the weekend and I don't want to spend any more time at school." I said practically begging her but also having confidence in my voice.

"Um... -" she started to say but was interrupted by her mom.

"Come on, Lily, I've been waiting out side forever." Never would I think I would be thankful for this women who gave birth to that thing.

Lily sighed and rolled her eyes "Fine." When she had finally left, I went to go find Sam.

I searched the hall for her, capturing the attention of Trevor who winked at me. I rolled my eyes. When I found Sam, she was packing her bag.

"Almost done." She told me while zipping up her book bag.

We walked out onto the school lot and got in her mom's car.

During car ride we talked about school and other things and what we were gonna do at her house.

When we pulled up in her driveway her mom said "I'm going back to work and won't be home until around 9 so please be careful and don't burn down the house." And we laughed.

"No promises." Sam said while her mom was pulling out of the drive way. I laughed again at her comment. This was gonna be an interesting night.

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