Forgive and Forget

Chapter 7 part1

A/N- THIS IS ONLY HALF A CHAPTER BC IM A LAZY BUTT. Enjoy :)

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"Oh look who we have here." Trevor says looking me up and down. I look down feeling very insecure and very disguised by him at the same time. He walks over to me and I keep backing up until I bump into the house and can't back up any further.

He stared down at me and felt me up and down. I started crying. I wanted him off of me. I wanted to shout for help but I was too shocked to do anything.

"Hannah? Where are you? Lunch is ready." Logan came outside. Trevor moved his hand over to my area. I yelped and Logan turned around to face us. "Hey! Get off of her!" He walked over to us and pushed Trevor away from me.

"Hey, slut, who's your new sex buddy?" Keaton teases. My eyes brimmed with tears. I started to walk inside but Logan grabbed me by the wrist and I winced.

"Did she not tell you?" Lily asked. My eyes widened. No. Don't say it.

His eyebrows furrowed together and looked down at me.

She could tell that he was confused. "When you get the chance, look at her wrists." I wanted to go punch her in the face but at the same time I wanted to go curl up in a bawl and cry my eyes out. His eyes widened at me and out of the corner of my eye I think I saw Keaton's eyes widen too did but probably not. He doesn't care about me. Why would I ever even think he did?

"Let go of me." I said plainly.

"Christie-" he began but I cut him off.

"I said let go of me." I said a bit harsher than before. He lets go and I ran inside towards Sam's room. I hear everyone downstairs calling my name.

I sit on Sam's bed and face the wall as I listen to Logan explain to them what happened.

I'm guessing that Logan came inside because I heard Sam and Jacob asking what happened.

What did I do to deserve this?

I heard footsteps come up the stairs and walk towards the door.

"Christie?" Sam knocks on the door.

"I don't want to talk right now." I don't really want to talk to anyone right now.

I heard the door open. "Sam! I said I don't-" I say while turning around to face.. "Logan?" I feel my eyes brim with tears.

"Christie, who are they and what do they mean by all that? And why was that boy on you?" I see his eyes fill with concern as he asked each question.

"It's a long story." I look down at the floor. I don't really want to talk about it but I just don't feel like telling him that.

"I've got time." I feel the bed sink down next to me.

I sigh "Well, two years ago I left m-" I feel his hand touch my wrist where my cuts were and then slowly slide down to intertwine with my hand. I just sit there in shock looking at our hands.

"Continue." He encourages.

"Uh so umm" I'm still kinda shocked. "Uh so I left my house two years ago and on the plain ride from Washington to Cali, I met Keaton. He was really nice too. And so then I moved in with my grandma and I went to 8th grade and Lily was in my class. She bullied me all year and I never made friends because of her." A tear slips out of my eye and I reach up to wipe it away but Logan beats me to it and lightly brushes it away with his thumb. Okay Christie. Focus. "Then she got expelled and I was excited because that meant that she might not be able to go to the high school. But I was wrong. She was there and so was Keaton and his friend Trevor. I ran into Keaton on accident on my first day and he wasn't the same as he was on the plane. He was a jerk. And his friend Trevor has been harassing me." More tears spill over. "My life at school was hell and one day after school, Lily beat me up. Keaton saw me and I cried into his arms and he brought me to his house and umm we kissed. But then I ran away and the next day at school he was back to being a jerk. I'm so mad at myself for thinking that he actually cared but obviously not." I just let it all out. Every tear that I've been holding in comes out. Logan wraps his arms around me and pulls me close to him as I soak his shirt.

He puts his head in the crook of my neck and then lifts his head up to my ear and whispers two words in my ear that I've only ever heard from my friends back home. He says "I care."

Sam busts through the door and comes sits next to me as well. "I heard everything. I'm so sorry. You have me." I feel kinda bad that I told Logan, the guy I just met, instead of Sam, my first friend since I've been here.

"Uhh... did I miss something?" We all look towards the door to see Jacob looking as confused as ever. I was about to say something when Logan spoke up.

"Uh no not really. She's still just kinda shaken up from what happened outside." I think Jacob buys it because it just says okay and walks away.

"Logan you coming?" Jacob yells from down the hall.

"Yeah just one sec." Logan yells back. He hugs me one last time and reaches down to my wrist. He whispers in my ear "You're beautiful. Please stop." Then he walked out to Jacob.

I turned back to Sam. "Do you want to go home? I'd understand if you did." Her eyes were filled with a mixture of concern and sadness.

"No it's fine. I'll just try to forget." Her eyes light up. Psh like that's gonna happen. I could never forget this.

"Okay let's go to the basement."

She grabs my hand and drags me down there where the boys already were.

"Who wants to play truth or dare?" She cheers. The boys agree so I guess I have to too.

This is gonna be interesting.

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A/N- SORRY FOR MY LAZY BUTT IK IT'S SHORT. BUT I FELT LIKE U GUYS NEEDED THIS CUZ I HAVNT UPDATED IN 2 MONTHS HAHAHA.

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