Dirty Band One shots

Alex Gaskarth: Forever.(For MaKenna)

This one shot/imagine is for MaKenna! (NeonZombie7) Yay! Ill dedicate it as soon as I can get on the computer. I hope you like it.

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My best friend for about four years now, Alex, and I just finished having a picnic in the field just through the woods in my backyard.

Now we were just laying on our backs next to each other looking at the clouds and pointing and sharing what we thought the were shaped like.

I couldn't help but notice how close I was to Alex right now. Our hands almost touching.

Alex has been my best friend, my support system, my rock for the longest time now but for even longer time he's been my secret crush.

But I can't bring myself to tell him out of fear that he won't feel the same and or friendship will suffer.

"That one kinda looks like a heart!" Alex stated and pointed to the heart shaped cloud drifting above our bodies. Oh the painful convenience.

"Yeah it kinda does." I said forcing a smile. It's not that I'm not happy today, trust me I am, it's just that I want so badly to tell Alex how I feel and have him tell me he feels the same.

"That one looks like a bear!" I said pushing my thoughts aside and enjoying my time with my best friend.

Alex moved and propped himself up on his elbows and I just kept looking for more shapes in the clouds.

"We're friends right MaKenna?" He asked.

Strange.

"Forever." I said laughing slightly.

I turned my head to look at him.

"Why?" I asked.

"What would you do if I said I didn't want us to be friends anymore?" He asked, with almost no expression on his face.

"I'd probably cry myself to death. Why are you asking me this, Alex?" I asked getting slightly worried.

"Because I don't want us to be friends anymore." He said plainly.

"What the hell?! Are you joking?! Why?! What did I do?!" I shouted and jumped to sit up, facing him.

"Wait, shit! That came out wrong!" He said looking genuinely scared.

"Calm down ok. I mean, that I want us to be more than friends." He said taking my hand in both of his as he sat criss crossed facing me.

"Look McKenna, I've basically loved you since the first day I laid eyes on you. I love everything about you. Your hair, your amazingly vibrant blue eyes. The way that you're so cute and shy around new people. I love how you're almost the same height as me and your amazing curves. I love you, McKenna."

"Ohmygod." I breathed. This isn't happening. I'm dreaming. What?! How?!

"Alex, I don't know what to say, I-"

"I figured you wouldn't feel the same way, it's ok, I just needed to tell you." He said as his smile faded from his face and he laid back down on his back.

I jumped to lay on top of him and pressed my lips to his. Using every ounce of love in my body.

"I'm not good with words like you so I figured I could try and use that kiss to tell you I love you even more than you love me, and I have since day one. I love everything about you." I said as I pulled away and stared into his eyes.

A huge grin formed on his face and on mine as well.

"Good. Now I'm the happiest man in the world." He said and pressed his lips to mine and placed his hands softly on my waist as we rolled to the side so we were both on the blanket facing each other.

"But, McKenna?" He said breaking the kiss

"Yes?" I asked still smiling.

"I'm pretty sure I love you more than you love me." He stated proudly, and determined.

"Nope. Not possible."

"Oh yeah well how much do you love me then?" He asked knowing I'm not good with words or explaining how I feel.

"Forever." I said it didn't really make sense, but at the same time it did, to me it made more sense than any other existing word. It made perfect sense to us and for us.

Because that's what we are, that's how long it's been, that's how long it always will be, that I love him and he loves me. It's forever.

We are forever.

And the biggest smile I could ever imagine formed on his face before making its way on to mine.