Un-connected

5: because i can

(may be a little disturbing)

i had decided. i feel like i made the right choice. What he is just a joke, just like a trick, like all the other boys in my life, then i made the right choice. But what if he was telling the truth, what if he really did like me. I should stop thinking that way the last time it didnt end very well.

(flashback)

dave ;): i love you!

He loved me! oh my goodess. this cant be possibe we have only been dating for like 2 months and we arent even that close. But he told me on text. I read in those teen magizines that, that means its not true. i should probly say it back to him. Right? But he was 18 and im only 15. He also has a girlfriend. But he told me he's trying to get rid of her.

Rebecca: i love you too <3 <3 <3

1 week later

we were making out in his dorm room when he started to touch me in that was off limits. It felt horrible at first and then felt a little bit better. he layed me down and started to hump me, it didnt feel good at all then he pulled out a condom.

"what are you doing"

"were going to have sex"

"what no"

"we are going to have sex"

" im not ready"

"we are going to have sex"

"but we love each other"

he continued.

i woke up the next morning with blood everywhere and all of my social medias with pictures of my body. 

I saw on one of his post on twitter saying "Haha, look at this bitch, she had her bitch while we were having sex" with a photo of the blood surrounding me. 

he didnt love me he just wanted to play and trick me.

I was so angry and upset, I got off the bed, broke the window with my foot, and leaped out the window.

I was on the road, both knees broken AGAIN!

(end of flashback)

author:

sorry for a little short of a chapter and sorry if it was a little disturbing.

Put here what you think i need to improve on or what i am already doing better.

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