Un-connected

4:why

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rebecca: why didnt you tell me

Luke: what?

rebecca: who you are?

Luke: because i didn't want you only like me because of my looks

Luke: most girls only date me because i look good but i want them to know who i actually am not just the cute boy, i used to date lucy and she didn't even know my the type of music i liked and that why i told her we weren't going to work out.

Rebecca: but why me?

Luke: because you were new and you didn't know who i was or what i looked like.

Rebbecca: so that's the only reason you talked to me. ;(

Luke: no there was a new girl a month ago and i didn't do this to her i choose you because you are beautiful

Rebecca: i'm not beautiful

Luke: were you ever bullied as a kid or even still now

Luke: self harm?

Rebecca: yes.....

I don't know why i was telling him i barely know him and i'm already about to tell him my life story maybe it wasn't a good idea to even text him back. And why would i tell him i don't like him.

luke: i was bullied as a kid to i was chubby and my hair did not look this good back then

Rebecca: sure...

Luke: no im serious

Luke: people are bullied by other people because they are jealous. in my cause now they are jealous of me,  but my point is don't listen to them and don't hurt yourself because they are making you cry they are just jealous of how amazing you are.

Rebecca: wow thanks, but why are you telling me all this stuff when you barely even know me.

Luke: because i believe in you

I felt different and strange like the same feeling i got when i had a crush in 8th grade. no i can't have a crush on him he just some stuck up little kid that is just going to use me. Rebecca you should know this remember what happened to you in 8th grade.then luke texted me interrupting me of my thoughts.

Luke: can we be friends

Rebecca: maybe

luke: yay

rebecca: don't get too excited or we wont

Luke: ;( ok

later that day

i had just gotten out of the shower when luke texted me.

luke: heyy

Rebecca: hey

luke: so wyd

rebecca: just got out of the shower 

luke: oh ok cool

Rebecca:  wyd

Luke: watching youtube videos

i have starange feeling that i should show not care anymore and just ignore him forever, that way i wont get hurt like i did in 8th grade. But at the same time i feel like i should contine texting him maybe he isn't such a bad guy. What should i decide?!?

Author:

i decided that even thought i haven't goten 3 votes on that chapter i'll still update, just becuse im a nice person(not really), but i have noticed my amount of readers have just been getting lower and lower so please do refer this book to your friends and tell me what i need to improve on and what im doing better so that way less people will stop reading and want to contine on to the next chapter.

Please put here what you think i need to improve on what you think i am doing go in and what you think i am doing better please.

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