******* makenzeys pov*********
We was sitting in the car on the way to go get some ice cream with janeisha and Carlos demarcello was sleep on my shoulder because I guess he had a long night with one of his hoes
We got our ice cream and dropped Carlos and demarcello off at the house because today we was going to go get our mom name tatted on us
When We arrived at the tattoo parlor there was only about 5 people in their so we only had to wait for about 15 minutes we signed in and sat by the window so that we could wait for our names to be called
Me and janeisha was sitting their talking about what we would be doing for the funeral and all of a sudden I had this feeling to look out the window when I turned around and looked out the window I saw jayden man that nigga was still fine as ever but then I noticed that he was with a girl my first thought was like damn she sexy
See me im not no hater so if your sexier than me I'm not go sit here and fake like I look way better than you .. I guess that just how I am and I'm not go change
Something inside of me wanted to cry it was screaming and kicking I was mad not because he was with the girl because I saw how he looked at her how she made him smile I remember when I usta make him smile like that I see how she makes him so happy how life Is going good for him and her I see how he kiss her I could see the firework I could see the passion in the kiss
The sad thing about it is I'm a Scorpio and scorpions have a tendency to get really jealous and at this point I was hella jealous I really want my thug back I really miss him and to see him going about his life and moving on hurts because that's something I couldn't do I can't get over him I can't move on with my life I tried hella hard but it's like no matter how hard I tried to forget him I just couldnt he gave me so much more than any man could ever give me he treated me good most of the time but I was to blind to see
Right now all I could do was try to hold my self back from crying but I just couldn't help it
One stray tear escaped my eyes janeisha face expression changed from normal to confused
She said, sister what's wrong
I said, jayden (my voice cracking)
She said, I know you miss him right now and this Is the time you needed him by your side but you really have to get over him
I said, no jaydens out side ( my voice cracking)
She looked out the window and her eyes got really wide
She said, calm down breath
She knew I was about to break down in tears I mean it's hard to see someone you love and care for love someone else when your wishing that someone is you
I took 3 big deep breaths and wiped away my tears I hate when I'm crying all the time
Thank god they called our names cause I really needed to get all this out my head and focuse on something else
To be truthful they say tattoos hurt but me I love pain it takes my mind off every thing and all I can focus on is the filling Of my body and all the pain and hurt that I been going threw fade away
When we was finished I was so impressed with how the tattoo came out janeisha and I got back in the car and went to go get something to eat because I was starving
I got a call from demarcello saying that my hummer had arrived and I was hella happy because I missed my baby taeylor ... Taeylor is what I named my hummer
After eating we got back in the car and drove to janiesha moms house because that's where we would be staying while we were out here
When I got in the house my best friend was sitting on the couch
I screamed, BEST FRIEND
I ran over to him and jumped on his lap
He said, well I see you missed me
I said, yes I did
He said, please get yo heavy ass off my lap please
I said, know make me
He pushed me on the floor
I said, fuck you and laughed
He said, what time
I said, now
For some strange reason it got really awkward
I really needed to break the silence so I slapped him then ran
I was running as fast as I could to our guess room
When I finally got in i tried to close the door but he was already right their and I didn't have enough time to close the door so I just fell to the floor he picked me up and threw me on the bed
I tried to get away but he held my arms down and had me pinned to the bed. He was now in between my legs
I said, game over I'm not playing anymore
He said, what makes you think I was playing
I couldnt help but look in his eyes because they like draw you in
I said, please get up
But he didn't
He started to grind on my
My heart was telling me don't do it makenzey don't give in stay strong don't let him win. I tried my hardest not to moan but I couldn't help it
I said, demarcello mmhm
He laughed and got up
He said, you like that
I said, no
But my body was saying something Diffrent I was wet
Omg did my best friend really just get me wet. I had never looked at him any another way other than a best friend and all of a sudden I fell something this shit isn't right
Right about now I need a couple shots of that 1800 cause god knows the only way im making it threw this night is if I'm drunk and high
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