UNTIL ME AND MY THUG MEET AGAIN

chapter 7

***** jaydens pov*****

fuck just standing their watching makenzey cry was the hardest thing i have had to do so far but makenzey brings so much confussion to my life

i dont think right now that im in the right state of mind to actually tell makenzey everything its alot of things i have been hidden from her things that she needs to know about and things that would break her heart

i live for the people i love and to see the person i love the most hurt and not only is she hurting the person who caused the pain is me

i said, " makenzey as much as it hurts my heart i cant love you the love you need is the type of love i cant give and all i want is for you to be happy and i have done a poor job of making you happy as your nigga i was supose to comfort you i was supose to hold you and kiss you with passion i didnt do non of that but what i did give you was the chance to hear out of my mouth that you are my first and only love i will never be able to find someone that i can fully love like i love you."

she lolked at me in mi eyes with a faint smerk she chuckled and said," Jayden..... your the only person i want.... your the only person i need but if u cant get your shit together and be able to tell me whats on your mind i cant fuck with you"

i said," all i want is you are too but you dont know theirs things that i need to tell you"

she said," tell me im willing to except every thing about you long as im with you and your being faithful and respecting me"

i really wanted to tell her mi secrets but right now is not the time or the place for all that

i said," makenzey i will tell you at a different time"

she said," DAMN JAYDEN JUST TELL ME YOU ALWAYD GOTTA BE SO DAMN DIFFICULT"

i said," MAYBE ITS NOT TIME I DONT THINK IT TIME TO TELL YO STUBBORN ASS.."

she looked at me like i was crazy i returned the same look and she screamed at the top of her lungs

she said," NIGGA GET THE FUCK OUT BEFORE I GET UP AND BEAT THE LIVIN SHIT OUT OF YOU YOUR DISRESPECTFULL ALL I ASKED FOR WAS RESPECT AND FOR YOU TO BE FAITHFUL AND CARE BUT NO YOU CANT DO THAT CAUSE YOU IS ONE DUMB ASS NIGGA WHO IS NOT GO MAKE IT NO WHERE BECAUSE YOU DONT GIVE ONE FUCK ABOUT NOBODY ELSE AND HOW THEY FEEL"

i was hella mad she better be lucky i dont put my hands on women because if i did i would have slapped the shit out of her

i said," you know what thats what ima do BYE"

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