Being alive for more than one hundred years gets me thinking of all the good things I could have done. Not that I didn't, I was a nurse in the Vietnam war and saved many lives, I just never couldn't imagine myself doing so much disaster. I caused my families separation, murder many people, tortured for my entertainment, and compelled for my gain. I learned so many things I became independent, I used to depend on my brothers, on my vampire strength, and most of all on husband. I was such fool, thinking that I could change a monster. A person on which i was so attached to.
I never knew how much harm I had done to myself. My body count was as high as the Empire State Building. I became the monster I was afraid of and I would never forget that.
Unfinished Business is the only thing that stops me from ending my life. Being pregnant and all has sort of something to do with it as well but there is to sides to it. I could decide to end it and finish my life while ending.
Everything had been fun and games to me ever since that "incident". Obviously it wasn't I had lots of protection and by protection I mean no freedom. My freedom was so gone, I couldn't even go to the bathroom with out someone being in my business and by someone I mean Damon.
Ugh!!
I had lots of things to do like escape this reality for example, and that would not coming even close.
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Hybrid In Debt.
FanfictionIt has been a long time since I've ever a real family- blood family. She's know mine she belongs to me. My brothers are dead so I'm returning home alone. I've been running from the devil himself and his family, even though they took me in a made me...
