Hybrid In Debt.

Chapter 14- Annoyed

Memories last forever. Everyone knows that. It isn't debatable. It doesn't matter if the memory is about someone you love and made you happy; or if it's of someone you love but they made you sad.

Yet the memory of hating and wanting to kill the one you love truly will always be there. That was my knowledge when I was vampire. That's all I knew. Everything lasted forever. I didn't savour any moments nor any place I've always wanted to go. I just went.

The last time I savoured something was back in the 20s. Damn, the 20s was my fucking decade.

New York City and Chicago were where I did a lot of crazy stuff. Drugs and alcohol were my companions besides all the men I killed. The blood always dripping from their necks and me walking around with nothing but briefs on. I didn't do anything but suck those men dry. Damn, I could've done me a favor and lost it right there and then.

I'm so easily distracted.

I laid down in bed, just staring at the ceiling and know that my life is once again in the hands of a bloody Mikaelson.

How fucking fantastic.

I was their number one fan, supporting and helping out with any devious plan they came up with. Now we're back at it again. But this time is different, Kelsey is here.

I thought keeping her might maybe, just maybe, give me closure that we might have a normal life. But no, life decided to fuck us in the arse and be back to the cycle.

The cycle in me not being able to fend for myself. I knew if Elijah helped me out he'll want me by his side no matter what, that means being too close to Niklaus. I couldn't do that.

He was something else. He began my life when I thought it just ended. I want to say that he turned me into a lying manipulative blood thirsty bitch. It wasn't him though. It was all me.

I want to say that I don't love him anymore. That I don't love the way he carries me at night, or his possessiveness that made him ho-

Enough of that. At the end he's a monster that didn't truly want any of this and didn't want me. I was just a pathetic toy, a chew toy you only bite for fun.

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Damon and I had gotten closer and it's been many days since I've last heard of Elijah.

I spent most of my time indoors except the days I feel like I'm dying in the inside, which I then go out to the forest and which everyday I find the most beautiful flower that represents the one thing in my life that really mattered.

Love.

Damon and Stefan had tried everything and anything they can do with the witch that gives me bad vibes. Stefan hadn't really talked to me since the prank I pulled two days ago.

It was really bad. Stefan burnt his skin and Elena has shitty ass hair, that makes me laugh everytime I see. Gosh, that doppelganger is so pathetic.

I was getting ready to go out and eat with Stefan. Just him. He might be mad at me and not talk, but a week ago he said he was gonna take me. He promised me and if he doesnt fulfill it, then I'm gonna cut that bitch.

I need blood. That's the thought that has been in my head the whole four days straight, along with the killings by I'm hands.

I don't know how those memories keep popping up, but every time I remember, she's there. The person who wants me dead. The person who doesn't want me to enjoy my baby's life. I have to be there for her, for my child.

I want to destroy the relationships that I created and let continue. I couldn't hack it any longer. I didn't want to see Klaus again. Not after seeing the monster he is. The monster that was created by his parents. The monster I had fallen for. No, I must stop these thoughts and stupid feelings. That's all they are; just stupid feelings. I'll get over them sooner or later. As I dwelled in my pathetic thoughts, my phone rang. Oh, God.

I sighed in relief when I answered. "Hey, Stefan. Yeah, I'm okay. Yup. No. Okay. Bye." I sighed. Thank God he wants going to come over. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. Least of all, my brother.

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SORRY FOR THE DELAY IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL THIS IS JUST A PART OF THIS CHAPTER. UNEDITED. GOT HELP FROM YUSHRA, THANKS. 

ILL WRITE MORE OF THE CHAPTER, NEXT UPDATE IS IN 2 WEEKS