Shawn's POV:
Another day another beating. If you haven't guessed already Ricky and his gang beat me to a pulp. It was so bad that I'm positive my arm is broken. Great another reason to piss granddad off. At least this makes my decision easier.
Why did I give myself fourteen days? It won't change anything. It'll only influence my urge to do it. I'm only giving myself fourteen days of torture. Who knows maybe they'll leave me alone.
Who am I kidding? They'll probably be happy when they hear about my death. Ricky and his goons would love it. They'd probably brag about pushing me to do it. My granddad would probably high five them.
Only thirteen more days and I can escape my living nightmare. Thirteen torturous days in on this Earth and I can finally rest in peace. Away from all the bullies and people who abused me. Thirteen days is too long, but unfortunately I said I would wait.
Although whose to say that I didn't write it thirteen days ago. "NO!" I think to myself. "You're not a liar." I sigh and nod at myself because I know I'm right. "I'm not a liar."
"Talking to yourself Mendes?"
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"You've got to be more careful Shawn," Nurse Theressa says to me. I turn my head and roll my eyes when I feel a stinging on my cheek. "Young man you may not care about your well being but I do." I have to stop myself from rolling my eyes because if she cared she wouldn't of hit me.
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14 Days
FanfictionShawn Mendes is very depressed, and is on the brink of being suicidal. He gives himself 14 days to talk himself out of committing suicide. ~Short Story~
