this is how we met

wings

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I want to fly

Can you take me far away

Give me a star to reach for

Tell me what it takes

And I'll go so high

I'll go so high

My feet won't touch the ground

I stitch my wings

And pull the strings

I bought these dreams

That all fall down

cas pov

I want to fly

Can you take me far away

Give me a star to reach for

Tell me what it takes

And I'll go so high

I'll go so high

My feet won't touch the ground

I stitch my wings

And pull the strings

I bought these dreams

That all fall down

I just finished homework for school. I looked at my clock on the side table from my bed, 10:30. I take my phone out to check twitter just to sustain my  boredom. All of a sudden my thought started to consume me. What was happening?  Know I could feel my heart beating faster.

Your so useless. You moved your whole family for your needs, what is wrong with you castiel. your such a fuck up and no one will ever love you. A voice in my head snared. No! My family loves me! Your wrong! I yelled in my mind.

 The thoughts where coming back. Why? Was it moving? Was it school?

You should just kill yourself castiel, no one loves you. Why do you even bother staying? They wouldn't even notice you where gone. I felt a tear run down my face. I felt like I was nothing. No one loves me, I should just kill myself. It would take the weight off my parents and brothers shoulders.

I walk into the bathroom, hidden behind the mirror was a sharp, long razor. This should do the trick.

The thoughts filled my mind as the blood filled the floor. My vision went blurry, then black. Slowly I fell asleep. Forever