All that was left now was to go through with it. I took a deep breath and shakily let it out. I gazed around the room slowly, taking in each object and the memories that came with them. I walked toward my bedside table, opening the drawer. I gazed sadly at the picture of me and Louis that lay next to my bed. I lifted it up, planted a kiss on Louis, and put it face down. I slowly pulled open the drawer. I took out the bottle of my 'happy pills' and several other kinds. I unscrewed the lid. I turned the bottle upside down and poured the remaining contents into my hands. I lifted my hand and shakily let out one of my last breaths. I put the contents from my hands into my mouth, a warm, salty tear going in as well. I swallowed. Then the world seemed to slow down all at once. It all went black. And I fell to the ground.
