Chapter 3
5 year's later since Pete's death still hurts and etc me on the inside and out but he's gone and horrible thing is.....I know that he's not coming back home to me but I can always feel his presents here!!!!!
Ever since Pete died,I've been ah single mother cause im not ready to be in a relationship again but at least I had a lot of help taking care of Blaire and stuff from the people that I luv and or that is close to me.
Blaire is 5 and already talking and knowing a lot more than most kid's that's her age and will be starting first grade next year,im proud and happy of my little girl cause of all the good grades she brings in and that I had her!
Ever since Blaire started talking,I was just waiting for the right moment for her to ask about her father but it'll be hard to tell Blaire that her father has been dead for 4 month's before she was born but she haven't asked,to young to understand.
I always tell her stories about her father but when I tell her I guess it sounds like ah cartoon and when I make her listen to some of the music we made with the band and watch some of the video's she starts to dance and sing along,asking to hear and watch more!
She's already 5 and making her own little music playlist of her parents music,it makes me so proud and I know if her father was still living he'll be proud too!!
Now let's jump back over to Joanna.....
I know Camille is going through something's and stuff but im glad she's staying strong and keeping her head up as long as she can trying so hard not to lose her cool.Damn it's been 5 year's,it doesn't even feel and or seem like it!?
I left from seeing Kill Joy with her funny ass and started to head over to Blaire's grandparents house to pick her up so we can go to the mall to get her some school clothes and then Wal-Mart for the school supplies and whatever else we needed from there.
Finally get to Mr. And Ms.Jordan's big beautiful house,pulled into the driveway,turn the car off and went up to the door to ring the doorbell.......
Who is it,Ms.Jordan asks?
It's Joanna?
Ms.Jordan opens the door.....
I walk in,said hello to everyone.
Hey,everyone says.
You ready,Joanna asks?
Let me run upstairs and grab my book bag,Blaire says!?
Okay take your time.
While waiting for Blaire to come back downstairs with her things,moments go by......I started to text Camille to let her know I got Blaire....
I picked up Blaire,now we about to go to the mall and then Wal-Mart,Joanna says?
Alright,I should be back from tour in three days.
Kk.
All set,Joanna asks?
Yeah!
Kk let's go,
Bye everyone!!
Bye Blaire and Joanna,yall be safe,everyone says!
Will do!
Walk out the front door and go get in the car....After getting Blaire in her seatbelt,start the car and put my seatbelt on,we started to head over to west county mall talking and stuff since we was only 15 minutes away.......
Did you have fun,Joanna asks?
Kinda,but I have ah question?
You can ask me anything!?
