Autumn Moon (Wild Mannered Fanfic)

UCLA

"10.88 is your total." the man at starbucks said with a warm smile. I handed him a twenty and waited for my change. Seconds later he turns around with my coffee and banan a bread along with my change.

"Thank you." I said taking my stuff. He smiled and winked at me before i drove off. I had about ten minutes to get to my school meeting with the administration.

The entire ride there i couldn't help but think of how much it would hurt Bobby if i told him. He would be heart broken and mis-lead while I would never forgive myself.

Its just that the feeling of Dee's soft hands on my skin killed me. He did it so much better. Actually the feeling of being touched at all was an ice breaker.

It was only once, but i have to tell him. I looked down to my arms and saw the surface of my skin rise from the goosebumps. My hands tightened on the wheel as i pulled into the front parking spot.

I changed my mood quickly for this meeting. After all it was UCLA. I was suppoesed to be excited for this moment. I am excited.

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Well that was more intimidating than i thought. I opened the door to my car feeling the heat in my face all at once. I got in and turned the car on blasting the a/c. As i waited I thought I would call Dee.

D: Hey baby
J: Don't call me that, are you hungry?
D: Yes.....
J:.....Well what do you want to eat dummy?
D: You...
J: Stop being gross, I'm coming to get you. Be ready!!"

I hung up and backed out. I headed to my place were I had left him this morning. I flashed back to that moment. The moment Bobby, Mary and Andrew had left and I stayed. The moment I went upstairs and crawled into bed with Dee.

The worst and best moment of my day. I shook the thought and looked out to the streets as I passed them. Girls walked the streets with short shorts that were too high and shirts to show their slim waists.

I shook my head and thought 'what a damn shame'. The light turned green and I went down a few blocks before turning into my drive way. I texted Dee and told him i was outside.

Moments later he walked out looking down at his phone in one hand while the other brushed through his rough thick hair. I sighed and looked down to my hands which had been shaking.

The door opened and he got in with his musky scent following him. I inhaled and let it sink in that his scent was something I should be ignoring. He leaned in and attached his lips to mine for one quick second before pulling away.

He looked at me still leaning and gave me a confused look. "What's wrong?" He asked leaning back in his chair. "Bobby..." I stopped hoping he would catch my drift. "Oh listen about that...I know it was wrong and all but I want you to leave him for me." He looked at me with a straight face.

He grabbed my hand and kissed it. I sighed and pulled my hand away shifting into drive. "I can't, I love him. Where do you want to eat?" I asked trying to avoid arguing with him.

"What? Jane please, I love you." He begged as I drove to no where. "Dee where do you wanna eat!?" I yelled at him and pulled over to talk to him. "I'm not ganna eat until you agree to be with me." He crossed his arms like a kid.

"FINE! Where are we going to eat!!?" I yelled out of frustation. He leaned forward and looked at me. "Now kiss me." He demanded with a soft low voice. I leaned forward and pecked his lips quickly. "Now kiss me like you mean it." He said doing most of the leaning towards me.

I rolled my eyes and leaned in once again attaching our lips. I kissed his soft wet lips and cupped his face. His hand slipped up my shirt attepmting to pull me over to his side of the car but that was not happening.

I pulled away and he imediatley moved down to my neck. "Dee stop..." I said slightly out of breath. "No you're mine" He mumbled against my skin. "Later." I pushed on his shoulders trying to push myself off of him.

"Dee I can't leave Bobby." I whispered in his ear. He looked at me and smirked. "I know babygirl, I just needed to feel your lips one last time." He smiled. I gave him blank face because I knew I was thinking the same thing.

I would have never lasted without one more kiss. My mouth curved into a smiled and I gave him a playfull push. "You're a jerk, I actually thought you weren't going to eat if I didn't agree to be with you." I said wildly.

"Nahh I need food in my life. That reminds me let's go get some wings." He said and took my aux cord. I shrugged and thought of the place we could go. I swerved back on the road and continued as Dee played music through my car.

"Hey turn it down, I have to call Bobby and tell him to meet us." I said over the music. I pulled out my phone and parked in front of the Duke's Bar & Grill. I dialed Bobby and it rang for a few seconds before he answered.

B: Hey baby
J: Hey, um we are at Duke's if you guys wana show up for some wings?"
B: Ok we'll be there in ten minutes.
J: I miss you
B:.....I miss you too, bye
J: Bye

He hung up and I looked at Dee who was shaking his head. "What?" I asked but he ignored me and got out. Fine then. We walked in and ordered 3 things of wings.

As soon as Bobby and Andrew showed up I got up from my stool and hugged Bobby. He kissed the top of my head and then my lips. I hugged Andrew quickly and then sat down beside Bobby as Dee stared at me. "Babe me and Dee have something to tell you, when we get home of course." I raised my eyebrows to Dee and he suddenly became uncomfortable at the table. I smiled and held onto Bobby's arm for what could be the last time sighing. FML