[Edrei]
I looked at her, she was breathtaking, she could make my heart beat faster than anything I've ever felt in my life, I don't know what my life would be if she wasn't here, how would my life turn out to be without her smile, her laugh, her beautiful eyes.
Oh her eyes, I could talk non-stop about her eyes, I love her eyes, she had a beautiful blue eye, almost as if part of the ocean had been taking away and used its color to give life to that eye, then the other was a green one, beautiful, it was like the early stages of spring green, just gorgeous as the other but, the blue one was my favorite, she was unique, she was my only and true love, maybe not my forever after but yes my reason to exist, she was my goddess, she was my adoration.
-Edrei, what are you thinking?-Her voice brought me out of trance, I looked down meeting her eyes as they locked, and I shrugged.
-About you of course- I replied in a proud tone, she smiled and continued to nuzzle into the crook of my neck.
-But I'm right here, and as weird it sounds you thinking about me, you are ignoring me- I tighten my grip around her shoulders to avoid her from slithering away since she was pretending to be hurt from my "ignoring "her and trying to escape, seeing I was not letting go she gave up and let me kiss her forehead.
We were at the park, having a nice picnic under the stars, being mid-October everything was most beautiful, the chilly nights, fireflies, tones of yellows, browns, reds, and oranges in the leaves was just an outstanding sight even at night.
-You know I love you right?-I asked close to her ear making her stiffen at my action, I chuckled a bit.
-I know you do you tell me like every chance you get- Her high pitch voice responded, and somehow she found a way to get out my grip and sit next to me, I sat with my arms supporting me to sit straight, she grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers and resting her head on my shoulder.
-I don't know how I could live without you- she confessed. Her voice had a tad of sadness, I lifted her chin so she could see my eyes.
-I can't either, even if we are 17, and just juniors, I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I can't imagine living without you, your eyes- she rolled them making me laugh.
-You know I love them, but I love you most of all my goddess- I peck her lips, then turned my sight into the dark sky filled with stars, a beautiful view, but the girl next to me was more beautiful than any other sight, portrait or poem, Aren was just perfect to me.
-Edrei, thank you-
-For what? - I returned my attention to her.
-Well for loving me the way you do- I smiled at her sudden touching words.
-Thank you also for letting me love you the way I do- I replied to her, making her smile, she gave me a kiss, which I gladly responded, Aren was everything to me, I couldn't stay away from her even if I wanted, all I need in this world is my Aren, my goddess, my adoration and I wouldn't get tired of saying it.
I love her and id do everything to be with her, everything...
[7 years later]
Edrei
It's been a month since Dre died.
He died that night from the fall, he broke his skull falling headfirst and a piece of his broken skull stabbed his brain causing a paralyzing death, I am not okay, I never wanted something like this to happen, I'm lost on what to do... I feel so much guilt, there are so many "if only's" I feel my skull pull open with everything I'm feeling, I just feel horrible I don't know what to do, I hate this, why? Why did he have to do that?
