Plot Twist ((Niam))

Chapter 13

"Thank you so much guys. You were such a lovely crowd" Liam said through his mic, "But sadly, this is our last tour around UK" a bunch of "awwwwww"s filled the stadium.

"But hopefully, we can meet you guys again next year" Harry piped up and the crowd cheered again.

We bowed down to the crowd one last time before leaving the stage while giving them our final waves of goodbye.

We made our way towards the lobby where multiple girls were waiting. I wonder how much they paid just so they could meet us. The thought of that made me feel special and sad at the same time. Special because some people are actually willing to do multiple things just to get to talk to me or us but I feel sad because why can’t we talk to everyone without them having to lay out a few cash.

Most of them wanted to take pictures of us or sign a bunch of pictures and books. And almost all of them urged me to follow them on twitter. I happily scribbled down their twitter names even though I don't think I have time to go to twitter.

Suddenly, one tall-ish girl came up to me and said, "Can I speak to you in private?" I looked at Liam and then looked back at her to shrug.

"Sure. Why not?" It's not like she's gonna do anything wrong. She's not carrying any weapons except think pink frilly notebook and even though she's near my height, I'm certainly more built than her.

We reached a corner and she quickly pushed the notebook into my hands. "What's this?" I asked. I opened the notebook and saw a bunch of names, both twitter names and names in real life.

"That’s the names of people who don't want you in the band" she lashed out quietly.

"W-what?"

"People who don't want you in the band, okay? You're a faggot!" So is Harry and Louis, I wanted to say but I remained quiet, "You'll do nothing and cause the others to be gay!"

"Is that so bad?" I asked. I am very hurt. Not only did she call me 'faggot' which is very offending but she actually said that I might influence the others! Harry's already gay and we're not really dating. We're just dating so Louis will realize his feelings for him. Plus if they don't want to be gay I won't force them.

"Of course it is" she said, rolling her eyes and looking annoyed. "If you turn the boys gay, the chances of them dating one of us will decreased and it's all gonna be your fault for multiple girls' crushed hope and dreams!"

"But I won’t turn them gay!" I said defensively. "Who do you think I am? I don’t push down my beliefs into other people's throats"

"All I'm saying is that this fandom was much better when you were in the hospital" she spat before leaving.

I know I can't stop the fans from hating me or my sexuality but actually saying right to my face that they're better off without me actually hurts. But then maybe it's true.

oh god, what if I'm just bring the band down and they just don’t want to tell me because they're too nice and I have amnesia and they feel like pricks?

What if they don't want me all along?

"What’s that?" I heard Liam's voice from behind me.

I quickly turned around and smiled as wide as I can. "Just a fan book. Nothing much. It's really nice though"

"What's inside?" Liam said, making a move to pull the notebook but I moved away so that he couldn’t' reach it.

"It's kind of...private" I said.

"Oh" Liam said before smiling genuinely. "Okay then. Let's go back to the tour bus, yeah?"

"Yeah"