Charity case

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*Mia*

"I shouldn't have got angry at her." Kellin sighed. Everyone else was still getting ready while Kellin and I spoke. "I'm just really stressed out you know? Like with the suicide attempt, the playboy, cocaine, these three twats getting on my girl. I don't wanna loose her."

"Yeah I know, it's fine. Don't stress about it, just go apologise after the concert and she'll say sorry after."

Kellin nodded then gulped "anyway, what happened with the coke thing?"

"When she was dating Oli he gave us cocaine a lot but we got off it about six months after I broke up with him. Wasn't that bad." I smiled.

"Any drug is bad Mia."

"You did weed with us." I smirked making him smile "anyway go get the others and I'll get Bella."

He smiled and stood up as I walked out towards the buses. Bring me the horizon and some fans were hanging out by their bus so Oli shouted "you shouldn't be walking out on your own!"

"It's only four you twat, it's not even dark yet." I laughed back, making him smile, and walked onto the SWS bus.

Bella was leaning on the kitchen side, facing away from me.

"Bella?" I asked, scared at the silence.

She looked up suddenly, revealing tears falling from her eyes and white powder covering her mouth and nose. Shit.

I rushed over to see that she hadn't used loads but wiped the remainder off of the side and into the plastic bag then turned to her.

"Why Bella? You stopped." I whimpered.

"Just a little bit doesn't hurt." She sighed and grabbed a tissue. She wiped the remainder on her face into her mouth then smiled "I'm fine."

Seeing how much of a mess she was, I lead her into the bathroom and sorted her out as she spoke about herself. The effects of cocaine; you think you're great when you're not.

"And when I was four I found a dildo but I thought it was a toy car so i brought it into school and played with it."

I stopped and stared at her for that one then laughed and continued sorting her out. When I was finished, I realised it was already 4:45 and the boys would be on soon.

"Come on we need to go, just have some water."

I passed her a bottle of water, trying to sober her slightly, then dragged her out of the bus.

It was completely empty and silent other than Bella's words. Mike was by the entrance with a cigarette and when he noticed me struggling with Bella he ran over.

"What happened?" He panicked.

"Don't tell the others. I caught her doing coke again."

He frowned "Bella why?"

But she just smiled and fell over. I stared at her then decided against helping her because she was annoying me and turned back to Mike.

"So why are you out here?"

"I wanted a cigarette before I go on. By time were finished Bella will be sober by the way so don't worry." He smiled and lifted Bella up for me.

We walked into the back room and placed her on the sofa while he went off with everyone else.

I looked at Bella and sighed.

Just be okay for now.