A Better Life

The curse

Laying in the hospital bed I thought about today's events that occurred. I felt like crying but it seemed as though I couldn't cry anymore. I hated that sick bastard he took my innocence from me. From that point on I would no longer be the same little girl.

"The doctors said your ok and you can go home tonight if you want?"
My mom said stroking my hair.

I looked around the room for my dad knowing I would probably go home with him but I didn't see him.

"Who you looking for baby" my mom said noticing my eyes roaming the room.

"My dad you said I was going home" I said confused as to why he wasn't their

"Your going home with me if that's ok with you" she said making sure I was ok with that

"Ok mommy" I said kind of upset that my dad wasn't here to make sure I was ok. Then I remembered what my dad said to me and I knew why he didn't come. The word replayed in my head over and over again slut. It was like I had a broken record player in my head. The short drive from the hospital to the house was silent. Just as I was drifting off to sleep the car stopped in front of my moms house stepping from the car I got excited knowing there was a bed inside waiting for me. When my mom opened the door I didn't hesitate to make my way towards my room. Stripping myself out of my clothes I looked over my body in the mirror. Why did I have to grow so fast. My girls my age looked at my body as a blessing that a fat ass and a big chest and curves was a gift. When really it was a curse. Disgusted by my reflection in the mirror I picked up what I could grasp and the moment and threw it with all my force at the mirror sending shattered glass to the floor. Hopping into my bed not wanting to hear my moms mouth i decided it was time for bed. Just laying their not able to sleep anymore I noticed the hospital band that I still wore. No longer wanting to remember that night i through the band away along with the clothes I
wore that day. Finally able to sleep i quickly drifted off to sleep.

I noticed that when I update I don't make my stories long enough so I will try to do so and also I will update faster. Those who do read my story make sure to like and comment.