Swim \\ s.w

VI

At around 12:45 I woke up exhausted. Flashbacks of what happened earlier today came rushing into my mind.

It's hurts when you're best friend calls you a slut for dating someone you love. I understand that Sammy was a fuckboy, but he isn't anymore. I know that the girls Sammy dated in the past were sluts, but that doesn't mean I am.

I grab my phone and see all the notifications that I got from Twitter. Some would say...

"@ToxicJadlyn is a slut"

Or

"@ToxicJadlyn is going to get pregnant and will have to raise the baby on her own"

Or

"@ToxicJadlyn will get fucked and will never hear from Sammy again"

I sighed at all the tweets and just ignored them. I opened my door and walked downstairs to see Sammy and Corey on the couch.

Corey was asleep and Sammy was awake, although he looks like he could fall asleep at any moment.

I walk in front of the couch and Sammy's eyes widen.

"Jadlyn" he says and hugs me tightly.

"I'm alright" I assured him

"Are you sure? I saw the tweets and-"

"I'm fine, I promise" I lied. I wasn't really fine. My best friend called me a slut and started all this Twitter drama. I know that when I go back to school the drama will continue.

I pull away from the hug to shake Corey up. "Wake the fuck up" I shook him and he woke up. "Are you okay sis?"

"Yes, I'm fine. Are you okay?"

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?"

"You seemed pretty worried and stressed" I said and sat on the couch.

"Yeah, yeah. I'm fine and you're fine. Everyone is fine."

<->

I walked into school and everyone was starring at me and pointing. It felt so weird to have so much attention towards me.

I heard someone say "hoe"behind me, but I just kept walking to my locker. I put the combination in and it unlocked. Once I got everything in there that needed to be I closed it. I started walking to my homeroom, until someone yelled me name. I turned around and saw Sierra and Izzy at the other end of the hallway.

"What" I snapped

"Where's Sammy?"

How the hell am I suppose to know? The last time I talked to him was last night at my house before he left.

"I don't know" I said and walked away. She's such a bitch now. I don't know what happened between us. We were best friends who told each other everything and never hated each other, until now.

I walk into homeroom and everyone's eyes are on me. I kept my head down and walked to the back. I sat down and sighed as everyone's eyes were off of me. I hated this kind of attention. I'm kind of missing Sammy right now. I want to hug him and I want him to tell me that everything will be alright and it'll end soon. I actually feel like ditching school right now, but I don't know how I'll just got of the school when there's camera's everywhere inside. I guess I'm stuck here.

<->

Here I am sitting at lunch alone. I watched all my friends laughed and talked to each other. I looked around for Sam, but he was nowhere in sight.

I pull my phone out from my back pocket and unlock it. I scrolled through Instagram and liked posts that didn't concern me in a harmful way. People commented on my posts and said hurtful things, but not hurtful enough to hurt me.

Suddenly, I got a text from Sierra.

Sierra: I heard that your boyfriend is cheating on you with Izzy

Jadlyn: Why are you lying?
(Why the fuck you lyin? Why always lyin? Mmm oh my god. Stop fuckin lyin)

Sierra: Don't believe me? Go check in the boys bathroom

I looked up from my phone and looked at Sierra. She looked back at me and just smiled. What a bitch. I stood up from the table with my phone in my hand and headed to the boys bathroom.

As I was walking closer to the boys bathroom I heard moans. I peeked into the bathroom only to see Sammy kissing on Izzy's neck. I thought me and Izzy were best friends, but I was wrong about her.

My heart ached as I kept watching. I thought he changed, but I was wrong. I ran away from bathroom and to the main doors to the school. I can ditch. No one is watching. I looked at the doors like it was the only way out of society. I started to push the handle, but I heard a familiar voice call me name. I turned around only to Sammy walking towards me.

"Get the hell away from me" I said in anger

"What?"

"Don't act like you don't know. I saw you. I saw you and Izzy. How could you?"

"It was a mistake, Jadlyn, I'm sorry"

"Bullshit. Don't talk to me again" I said and ran out the doors of the school. Since I didn't have my keys with me I walked, but I did have my phone.

Sammy: where are you going?

I rolled my eyes at his texts, but answered.

Jadlyn: Don't fucking worry about it

I locked my phone, but it ringed before I could put it in my pocket.

"What?"

"Jadlyn. It's Corey; where are you going?"

"How did you find out that I left school?"

"Sammy texted me and told me you left and he was worried"

Asshole I said under my breath.

"I'm going to a cliff. That's all you need to know"

"Wait, where-" I hung up before he could finish his sentence. All I want to do is jump.

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Woah, that was the best chapter I've ever written. I feel so proud of myself☺️

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