Helluva boss (Oc Story) (Cancelled/Discontinued)

Announcement

I feel like I should get this off my back considering I never talked about it yet...

Remember when I said "I was back" yeah that shit was a lie...

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This book has been Discontinued/Cancelled...

I am so sorry everyone but I just need to if I really want to work on my irl life..
I really hope you all understand from the points I am gonna say

1: I just lost motivation... I just can't write anymore.
When I first started out with this app I had a lot of motivation because it felt like a new experience for me, and at the beginning it felt like I was excited for a story I could share.
But when time started to pass more and more, it just started to drain me, I didn't want to do this anymore...
I tried my best with trying to write the new pilot and Hazbin Hotel, but I couldn't get over the writers block I had,
I just wanted to leave it and go work on something else that benefits me.

2: I need to work on my mental health a lot more.
I have a lot of things going on in my life right now that just needs my attention.
And all that is taking a toll on my mental already, and me thinking about the story of this book and Hazbin and trying to write them makes it worse...
It just creates more of a state where I am like "I don't think I can do this anymore" I don't wanna put some of my life into something like this anymore.

3: This kinda goes with 2.. But I am gonna put it in a seperate reason... I got a life to live.. And I don't think I wanna put a lot of time in my life into stories like this one...
We already know that season 4 is the last season of Helluva Boss, but with how long season 3 took to release, like... Almost 2 years...
Like shit bro, I don't wanna wait another 3 or 5 years for me to do this. I'll be somewhere else as of when season 4 would release.
Probably doing something else where I STILL won't have enough time to write.
Like... I got a job right now (yes bro).
I am also traveling a lot, I traveled a lot this summer. I am about to travel again this October
And people in my life are gonna start asking me for help soon
Along with other shit I need to do to help me in this current life I got.
I just can't find time in this current life I got...
I am sorry but that's true.

4: Another reason is that I lost interest in my own story.
I don't think you all realise, but this story has been in the works ever since like... When Season 1 episode 7 came out
By then I was just a new fan to the whole fandom and the show, and one day I decided to imagine and I imagined Ses into existence.
And I wanted to do something with him because I thought he was an interesting character I came up with.
And I started thinking of the story, and when more episodes started to release, I started to create more Oc's and add more and more to the story which led up to the end of Season 2 and was I was planning on going forward to Season 3 and 4.
Like I HAD THIS SHIT PLANNED FROM BEGINNING TO END.
I knew the ending and all that, that was gonna lead up to it.
And then all of a sudden by the middle of this year while waiting for Season 3, I was like... "I don't wanna do this anymore"
I got bored of my own story because I held onto it FOR THAT LONG.
When people say "Creators of shows or movies would feel excited to finally release something they worked on"
Well not me.. I got to the point where I kept thinking about it and thinking about it for more than 4 years, where until the long ass wait for Season 3, it just completely drained the fuck out of the fun of what I thought was a good story at first.

It even makes me feel depressed when I think about it

I am not even lying, when I first started writing this story, my face always was like "😃" because I was excited to tell it

But now... Every time I think of this story my face just goes "😐" and if I still keep thinking about it, my feelings go to "😔"

Like heres an example of something that actually happened... I once was hanging out with friends and we were having a good time. My face was all happy 😃.