Hymns of Heart: An Exotic Poem Series

Why Only I?

"No!" I said to a boy
He asked me "but why!"
'I can give you everything,
You wish to buy!'

"No!" again said I,
You can buy everything,
But not the feelings of mine.

What the thing is not in me that is in that guy,
That you wish to live with him,
But can't say me 'Hi!'

He has my feelings and won my heart,
And to get all those things,
You have to work really hard.

Insulted by me he thought to take revenge,
Threw acid on me,
And spoiled my face.

Unable to identify myself,

I want to ask the boy,

Will he accept me now,

After seeing my face.

No one wants to see me,
As I am a devil for them,

I just want to ask him  

"Why Only I?"