Winds of change.

School days. (not the anime)

Here we are again, singing my silly life tale. I said I was going to keep going with school, well, the time is here.

You already know how my first time in school was, the years ahead wasn't better. My classmates bully me verbally and psychologically, they mocked me all the time becose I was fatty and shy. I was always alone, and when all the girls go to play I seated alone in a corner for crying. Until one day, a girl go to school and become my best friend, we were really close, she was the sweetest person I had ever met. I remember one day we fight, don't remember why, it may be a silly thing, we were in third grade. The thing is that I was mad at her, and in the break when everyone was gone she hugged me and said:

- You are my best friend, I don't want us to fight.

For a little girl that has ever have real friends, that's the greatest thing in the world. I felt things was going to change, that we were going to be friends forever. Until one day, her father get a job in a new city and she moved out, good things in life are never easy, I haven't saw her since that last day in school. But things are not all bad, then another new girl go to my school, she was fatty like me, but not shy at all. She didn't cared if you hated her or not, she was okay with her loving her. She became my second best friend, but she wasn't really my best friend, I was her's. I was with her in the good and bads, I admired her becose of her confidence, but she never was with me at all. I was like a crazy fan, doing everything she wanted. Time later she get out of school becose it was too expensive. And there goes my second best friend, leaving the freeway to the third. That one may be the worst, she was selfish, grumpy, self-conceited and noisy. Never cared about me like the last one, anyway, she goes out of the country to live with her mom. So basically my three first best friends go out of my live in scales, out of school, out of the city, out of the country. So sad, but that wasn't the last.

They were nothing compared to my next bestfriends.

Well, I was a normal eleven years old girl in seventh grade. A new guy was in school, he was really sweet, so the first day I maked sure to sit right beside him. Bridget was a girl in my class, we were in the same class for our whole lives but never talked to each other. She is blonde and green/yellow eyed and got a figure like a doll and it's a total heartbreaker. Casually she was behind me when I sit beside the new guy (Malcon, if you wonder). One day I carry chocolate and peanut candies to school, I was eating one and Bridget asked me:

- What is that?

- Chocolate candy.- I answered like I didn't even care.

- Candy! Give me a bit, please!

- I don't know...

- Please, please!

- Okay, take some.

Well, she takes like three and then everyone around me wanted some candy too, including Malcolm. In that break we started talking, she told me that I was too shy and that's why I don't have any friends, I get mad at her, I was really good with who I was. But then I started thinking about it I knew she was right, if I want something I have to jump to it, not wait until it gets to me. So we start being friends, real friends. And then Heidy and Charlotte united.

I was with Heidy since fourth grade, she bullied me. Always making fun of me, until my dad died and she felt bad. She stopped, and started being friend with Charlotte. I wanted to be her friend since she became popular becose of her good drawings of The Flintstones. Bridget was friend of her and I was friend of Bridget, Heidy was friend of Charlotte, so we were the only ones in the group that wasn't really close. With the time I knew we were alike, we were shy, sensitive and a bit depressed. We finally started to be really good friends. Heidy have black short hair and brown skin. She is incredibly thin, she is not really confident and don't talk much if she feels uncomfortable.

Charlotte is another thing, she started in fourth grade too, she was always quiet. Then people notice she can draw. She became a bit popular and was everybody's friend. I wanted to be her friend becose of one day, we were playing volleyball and my classmates was always mean with me becose I sucked in playing anything. She stopped them and let me play. Today she still friend of everybody, but I know anybody is going to win me or Heidy or Bridget. She is really short, like a gnome, and have white skin. Her hair is long and brown, you'll never see one curle in that hair.

I have three more best friends, I'll talk about them later.

Our little group was amazing, we laughed of everything and fight for each other. Then, in the first months of 2013, guys started being in the middle.

I remember we were in a school activity, they do charity concerts all the sundays in march, we go just for hanging out. That year a new church was invited and with that guys came on. There was this brothers, Jason and Edward, Jason was completely into Hailey, and Bridget was falling for Edward. Trough time Jason became Heidy's first and actual boyfriend, he gives her her first kiss, and second, and third, and fifteenth... But in the other half Bridget didn't have a lot of luck. She was in love with Edward one year and then, in the valentine's day week of 2014 he kissed her and whisper 'We'll keep going the 14'th' It was so romantic, like a lifetime book story. But perfect things are always bad behind. Days ago he left her, she cried, a lot. She couldn't even stand his name. After that she had a lot of bad relationships. One's she was with this guy called Ariel (Yeah, girly name) he wanted to ''Own her'' If you know what I mean. She was 15 years old in that time, she break up with him immediately.

I have just one long dramatic love tale to say, and even if it is not like Hazle and Augustus, it is still the main character in my dreams. A love undone, the second break of my mirror.