As I sat there on my comfortable expensive bed, I realized that no matter how hard I tried the feeling of being happy will never appear. I guess that's why I self-harm, because I'm not happy. Suddenly there was a knock on my door that made me jump, quickly I rolled down my sleeves and hid my blade. "Daddy wants you to come downstairs , he wants to have a word with you big brother" said my little sister Marie. Hearing her say big brother always made me believe that I exist only for her, i would always be there for her regardless if she has a boyfriend. I felt loneliness and depression before so I wouldn't want her to experience the pain of having the urge to kill oneself. I walked up to her and with a quick step I wrapped my arms around Marie. "Big brother stop it, you know I don't like hugs" she yelled as she tried to escape the sibling love. "One day I won't be here to spoil you with gifts so might as well take advantage of my existence while you still can silly" I lectured. Her facial expression was that of a blank canvas. Silently, she embraced me with her delicate short arms. "Please don't go big brother" is all I heard her say before everything turned pitch black.
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Lonely Kid
RandomWith his last dying breath, and the light guiding him to the afterlife Clyde has a flash back recalling his life all in the few seconds he has left. Suicide, depression, bipolar disorder, physically abused, painful love and lies are contained within...
