Its just me

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RAYLIN'S POV
I step off the bus and speed walk to the front doors of my school
I walk in and go to my locker. I always feel like no matter how many people there are in this hallway, I still feel like it's just me. As I'm getting my books, I suddenly felt like it wasn't just me anymore. I felt someone staring at me. I don't turn around, but I can feel it. Someone is looking at me. I ignore it, and gather my books and fast walk to my first class.

Lunch. Ugh. I sit down at the end of the table with my lunch, no one around me, like usual. They all think they're gonna catch my disease. I don't blame them. I stare at my food and look away.
Fat
Chubby
Overweight
Unhealthy
Fat
Fat
Fat
I shove my food away from me and sit there staring at the white cafeteria wall. My view is suddenly blocked by someone sitting it front of me. He has shaggy brown hair, a light green t-shirt and hazel eyes.
Why is he sitting next to me?
Everyone hates me
I hate me
"Hello." He says
"Um....why are you sitting here?"
"Because I want to!" He replies cheerfully
No one wants to sit with you
He's probably gonna pretend to be nice to you just to ruin you for laughs
That's exactly what he's doing
You deserve it anyway

Shut up

"Why don't you go sit with your friends?" I ask him, looking down and poking my food.
"Because I wanted to sit with you!"
"Why...?" I ask again
"I already told you! Because I want to! You also looked really lonely!"
Jeez, do i really look lonely?
"Well, I like to sit by myself..." I say quietly
"Well I don't like that you like to sit by yourself, so I'm gonna sit here!" He smiled at me.
"Fine..."
"Yay!"

......
"So what's your name?" He asked
"Raylin"
"What's your favorite color?"
What is this, 20 questions?
"Indigo"
"How old are you?"
"17."
"Why do you always wear long sleeves?"
Shit.
"Huh?"
"Why do you always wear long sleeves?"
"Oh.. Because I have a skin condition! And if it's exposed too much it'll rash up."
Im kind of scared at how easily i can lie about this
"Can I see?"
"No."
"Why?"
"Because it's gross and it'll rash!" I yell!
Everyone turns to stare at me

Crap.

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