the first day i met you

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so this chapter is about the same friend that i spoke about last time.

so i remenber the very first time i saw her.the entire 7th grade class was outside for p.e. and she comes out the door.

so the first things that came to my mind was

A.thats the new girl(in homeroom as the teacher was taking roll he called her name but she wasnt there yet)

B.i want to be her friend

So T was standing with the prinicipal mrs.alexander and they walk over to one of the p.e. teachers mrs.alexander leaves T with the p.e. teacher ms.e.So ms.e ask me to show T around the school and i was like yea sure just then mrs.alexander comes back with lupita and she bascially ask lupita to do the same thing as i was supposed to.but this girl named lying bitch came up to her and said hey T and walked off with her.I start to think ok so she knows lying bitch then maybe i shoildnt talk tho her then.(lying bitch is also probelmatic bitch so thats why)

During our passing periods i would see T with other girls not lying bitch and her friends people much nicer than them.so i was kinda jealous because one of my freinds Z was talking to her and was sitting by her in lunch and stuff.Like i know its a stupid reason to get jealous over but i dont make freinds all that easy its not that im anti social but im really not the type to be the conversation starter .so me and this girl named Z who is a now a freind of both of ours became her best friend like they had known each other since being in the confinementes of the womb.so whenever i would sit with z in class i would have little conversations wuth T.

So one day in december as me and her were starting to het closer i asked for her phone #(yea i made the first move).She gave it to me i put it in my shirt pocket and did the stupidest fucking thing i washed the shirt with her number in it.i was so pissed like i really wanted to talk to her.so when i got back to school i asked for her number again,she gave it then i lost my phone 4 a moajority of the year.

FAST FORWARD MONTHS LATER

so in our 8th grade year i told her how i felt about her in 7th grade.that i wanted to talk to her and be her friend and how i was to shy to talk to her.and i didnt know how to approach her.Then she told me that she was scared of me because she thought that  i  would bully her because i looked like a bully.im not going to lie i kinda do but um not really rthe bully type.so now she like one of my best friends.

TBH idk even y i wrote this chapter i guess i just got carried away by ranting. 


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