so i know i havent updated in like a really long ass fucking time but ive had reasons.......for exapmle i had to study for all of my final exams and shit like that.Then im apart of this debutautne scholarship program and we had a gala last month,but i was looking for a dress for like 2 or 3 weeks because i couldnt find the dress i needed in my size.Long ass story short i find a dress and go to the bitch ass gala.Of course my black ass didnt get shit (no its not because im black because the program is largely made up of black kids and the people who founded it are black as well)so that was basically a waste of my whole fucking day,money,and energy looking for the damn dress and shoes.I really could have stayed my black ass at home but noooooo of course my mother just had to make me go the the damn thing.