Don't look back

1. Welcome to the family

Hi there, my name is Jamie and my brothers names are Saul and Jeff. Yes I am the only girl but I am the youngest and the strongest out of all of us. I have power out of both of them . I am a little, innocent blonde child with a very aggressive attitude. Saul on the other hand has no attitude towards ANYBODY, not even his own reflection in the mirror. He is a 5ft tall brunette pain in the butt. And then there was Jeff. Jeff is 5ft 7inches and he does have an attitude but sometimes I need to step in and take control. I am very mature for my age. I take control a lot but I need to. I AM ALWAYS IN CONTROL. Well that was before our lives decided to take a turn for the worst. My mam was diagnosed with a chronically illness and my dad is an alcoholic . My granddad had two strokes and my granny is also an alcoholic . I don't fully understand these terms but I have a fair idea of what they mean. So yeah that is my family for you. Whoever you are welcome to our wonderful family..................we do not stop there though . Saul may have no attitude but he does have a bad or bold side to him. So does Jeff. See when they were younger say around nine , they were pressured into smoking. They may be only ten and eleven years old but they don't care because they believe that they can do anything just not around who might snitch on them. I only know this because one day when we were walking back from school they turned around a wrong corner and told me not to follow them so I did. OBIVIOUSLY !! who wouldn't?? They went around the corner, now im only 4ft so im small enough to hide behind a green bin so they didn't see me. They went into some abandoned house and after that I heard a match strike of a window and the scent of smoke filled my lungs to the maximum capacity and I couldn't breathe ....... I went home after that because I was too afraid I would get caught