I ponder on the past. I wish it didn't have to end like that, it was so surreal. Them I thought sometimes, sometimes they're just not ready. But then again all things reasons you said you left are all reasons I thought you should stay. I made you the center of my attention, but I may have not been paying attention to the signs and the words that you were saying. But then it came to my attention you were drifting away. I told you I loved you and you told me you loved me too and I believed it. But the day you said you were going away I thought you were always going to stay but that was a mistake. I thought sometimes it just has to end but why did it even begin? Cause at the end my heart felt useless, I probably should've used it less. Only if I would've known since the signs were shown but now I'm left alone. Sometimes I think, it's 7 billion people In the world but you were my world. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to fight but sometimes, sometimes, sometimes.........
~NAE
