All I want to do is die
Maybe then when you see my puffy eyes you'll regret all the lies
All I want to do is die
I know you'll mourn over my corpse and emphasize that I was yours
I hope someone records
So you can see the tears stream down your face and realize your a disgrace cause you couldn't say it to my face
All I want to do is die
They pumped my body full of formaldehyde and hid my upsetting facial expression because they didn't want my family to see the real me
So they gave me a happy face and froze my body into place
All I wanted to do was die
I pulled out a pistol and didn't want to miss
So I held it to my head and sent her a text that said blow me one last kiss
Waited a minute and I didn't get a reply so I pulled the trigger and made sure I died
You walked in right after and started to cry but why didn't you care when I was alive
