I told myself I wouldn't be locked behind closed doors ever again
I told myself I was beautiful deep within
But I lied okay!
You don't have a reason to stay so go!
Me and my demons can finally be alone
Like always that's my safe zone
My thoughts set free as wild as can be
Controlling me and who I will be
They told me let go and always retreat
Scared of something I can't even see
Don't even know who to be
Am I Dominae' or Nae?
Should I go or stay?
I'm battling this day
Trying to get away
From every mistake and so called break
I want to scream for help but I know what I would be left with
My demons screaming "Just Quit"
So I stop
There is no point so why try?
Why don't I just hurry up and die.
