He's a killer.

Epilogue.

Three years later.

After fleeing the country, Kyungsoo and Kai decided to move somewhere quiet and peaceful. Somewhere they wouldn't be found easily if word got out about Kai's ugly past. Kyungsoo happy agreed, willing to go anywhere with the one he loved, and that's how they ended up on a small island. It was a small tourist attraction, a ferry would come about once a day week with some people to show them around, and also everyone there owned a boat.

There was maybe about 30 other residents on the entire island, but thag was plenty. Luckily, Kyungsoo and Kai made friends with then all. Luhan, Baekhyun, Kris and Kyungsoo's parents would come on the ferry every once and a while to visit, or they'd called at least twice a day, checking in on them, and Kyungsoo has never felt happier in his life.

"Baby.." He heard Kai groan before pulling him even closer. Nightmares occured every once and a while for Kyungsoo, even Kai, but the unfortunate part was the bad dreams usually revolved around Jongin, or just everything in general that traumatized him, but he only ever got the dreams she he slept alone. Kai suddenly kissed his neck lovingly, once again pulling him closer and almost keeping him from breathing.

"K - Kai. .can't- can't breath." He manged to croak out, and Kai let go immediately, staring down in worry.

"I'm sorry!" He cried. "I didn't mean too Kyungsoo, I just love feeling you near me, that's all."

Kyungsoo sighed and rolled his eyes smiling.

'I know, and I'm right here, I always will be right by your side, just remember that, you don't have to suffocate me just to feel me near you." He grinned, and rolled on top of the younger, taking his hand and placing his on his abdomen. "I know, you have your way with me every night, and you fall asleep with me in your arms. I love you, and I wouldn't ever leave you."

Kai settled for nodding and smiling sadly, and leaned in and took his face into his hands and stared hin in the eye.

"Kai, what's wrong?"

He looked back at Kyungsoo.

"You're starting to have bad dreams even with me beside you, aren't you...?"

Kyungsoo was quick to shake his head in denial and kiss him fast.

"God no, stop thinking that! Stop doing that, you haven't ruined me, I'm still here, I'm still sane."

Tears built up in Kai's eyes, and he sighed.

"I just can't beleive what I did to you and how long it took me realize that I still loved you, all those years, it was you who kept me going, you were my motive, even when my parents died, I came to your graduation, I found out which university you went too and I was amazed, this whole time everything I've been doing to keep myself alive was for you because I think I knew all along that you'd need me, or I'd need you."

"And I think the reason I trusted you so much before is because I knew somehow, but I was dense enough not to notice."

Kai smiled and nodded, leaning up and kiss Kyungsoo's soft plush lips.

They had this talk often, because even if Kai and Jongin have the same physical appearance, they're two different people, and Kyungsoo often has to reassure that Kai understands that he's okay, and that he still loves him.

Over the past three years, their relationship has grown stronger and stronger, they started where they had left off when Kai left at the age of twelve, but accepted the fact that the other side of Kai had a huge impact on Kyungsoo's life. They had made many new friends, basically everyone else who lived on the small island. Kai felt bad for Kyungsoo, having him giving up his life, his dream, just to be with him, even though Kyungsoo claimed that his only dream since he was twelve just to have Kai back in his life.