Chapter 3 xx

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Sorry for the late update! Iv'e been a bit busy as it is the first week back at school after the holidays so I have just settled back in! 

It's a bit short I know but hope you enjoy! Leave your comments and let me know what you think! Would mean a lot! Also it's not edited yet so apoliges for any mistakes! Will start editing when I have some time! (: x 

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"My mother" I scream as I run heading for the door. "Elle I can explain" she calls before I can grab the door handle. I turn around to face her. "Explain what? There's nothing to explain" I yell as I open the door and run as fast and far away from here as I can. "Elle, Elle, I love you please don't..." is all I hear in the far distance. I run in the direction of my house until I realise someone is standing in front of me. I look up to see Tyler standing in front of me. "Elle" he says softly as he opens his arms. I lean against his body and rest my head on his torso as I ball my eyes out. I soak through half his t shirt before he wraps his arms around my waist and kisses the top of my head.  

I can hear his heavy breathing as he rests his head on mine. "Where did you go? What happened"? He questions putting his arm around my shoulder. "Look it doesn't even matter" I reply trying to shake it off. He knows its not okay. He has known me too long and he knows when I'm lying. "Look you know you can tell me anything"he says calmly. "I know, just not this". The silence is unbearable. I'm starting to shake as we sit there in silence. All I can hear is the thump of his heart against my head. I sit up hoping he will say something. Nothing. He doesn't even move an inch. "Are you going to say anything"? I ask. He just stares at me. "Not until you tell me where you were and what you were doing". I sigh. What am I meant to tell him? He helped me through the death of Aunt Renna when I was falling to pieces. He was there to help me through and he knew how hurt I was. "Well I just met up with Aunt Renna who you know was 'thought' to be dead but what do you know she's alive, I was just having a catch up with her". Seriously, there is no way to explain this to anyone. Especially Tyler.

I don't know what he would do if he knew. Who knows. If he treated this like he would normally treat things trust me it would not end well. This is why I can't tell him. "Look it doesn't even matter, it's just...don't worry okay" I say trying to get him to forget about it. He looks me in the eyes and rests his hands on my shoulders. "Look baby it's okay you can tell me anything remember and it can't be that bad". I drop my head to face the ground and hold in my tears. Oh trust me its bad, I think to myself. I sniffle and Tyler brings my face up to see me. I don't know what to say or do so I just run into his arms. My eyes once again pouring with tears. "Please tell me" he whispers in my ear as I pull away. I shake my head and run for my life. "Elle, Elle..." I hear as footsteps ruffle the leaves in the forest. I block out the noise end keep running until I trip and fall to the ground. Tears hitting the ground as Tyler wraps his arms around me.

I lay on the bed with a warm blanket around me and I shiver. I'm not cold. I'm scared. Why you ask? Well that's simple. What would you do if your thought to be dead Aunt arrived at your doorstep? Although that wasn't what exactly happened I might as well say it that way. What would you think? I really don't know what to think to tell you. My head has got to much going on right this minute. Tyler sits on the end of the bed staring at the ground. He looks sad. No lets expand that just a bit. He looks depressed. Well I wonder why. His girlfriend just sits here crying meanwhile he has no idea what is actually going on. I feel absolutely terrible. I mean what is he thinking of me right now? I don't think I want to know. I stare at him and I can see in his eyes that he is waiting for me to say something. Anything really. I know Tyler. I know him better than anyone else. Even his parents. He hates silence. He can't just sit with someone and not talk. He calls it pathetic. I don't know what to say so I just blurt out what first comes to mind. "I'm sorry" I say as I wipe my face with the bottom of my jumper. "I'm sorry too" he replies. What? Why is he sorry? "Why are you sorry" I ask as I wait patiently for a reply. "I'm sorry that I am so untrustworthy and that my girlfriend can't even tell me why she has been crying half the day" he speaks sternly. "I just, look I'm sorry this is just not something I can put into words". I try to close my teary eyes and I bury my head under my duvet cover. The door slams and I hear footsteps as someone runs down the stairs. "Tyler" I scream as my voice breaks. I hear a car rev and it races out of my drive way. I reach for my phone and hit Tyler's number. I hit the call button but it goes straight to answer phone. I scream and throw my phone. I hits the wall and smashes all over my floor. Why didn't I tell him? This time there is a reason. I couldn't.

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