Rollaro one shots

It could have been me

The first one shot is going to be about after Holden gets shot in the episodes Holden's Manifesto, and what goes on, if you have any ideas for a next one let me know and I'll write it.

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"Just let me kiss you" Amanda said as Holden slowly put down the gun moving closer to her.

Once he would get a little closer, she would grab the gun from him and handcuff him, and he would walk out of there safe and alive. Her heart was beating out of her chest, she hoped the snipers would back off he came closer and closer to her until he was only inches away.

BANG

Once Nick heard the shot he rushed upstairs to Amanda, he told the snipers to back off but they wouldn't listen. He wasn't supposed to go up there yet but he didn't care he just wanted to make sure Amanda was alright.

"Amanda, Amanda" Nick rushed in to see Amanda squatting next to him, his blood covering her face

"Amanda are you alright?" He asked

"I'm fine Nick" Amanda stated as she stood up and put her hands in surrender

"Come on let's get you outta here"

She nodded, as he put one of his hands on her lower back walking her out of the school, she was in shock, Nick brought her to one of the ambulances. The doctors directed her to sit on the bed they had inside for they could check her blood pressure and make sure she was ok, they put the oxygen mask over her face as she laid down breathing slowly.

Once the doctors were done, they left Amanda alone in the ambulance, she was still shocked from what happened, having to see someone die inches in front of her, she wished she was home, or in Nicks arms.

He came out moments later, and rushed to Amanda who had the oxygen mask over her face once again, Olivia had left to take care of Noah, and Carisi and Fin were inside finishing up. "Hey Amanda are you ok?"

She hasn't spoken since the minute she came out of the school, she gulped and the words wouldn't come out of her mouth "I-I, I think so"

She looked up into his dark brown chocolate eyes, her eyes a little red, she still had the blood on her shirt and face and on her hands the paramedics didn't bother to wash it off. "Here let me get that off your face"

Nick got up, and went to get a washcloth or something he could get the dried blood off from her face, he came back and lightly wiped the cold cloth, against her hot skin rubbing slowly to get all the blood off her face. Then he grabbed her hands and slowly got it off of her hands, he put one hand to her cheek as she blushed and thanked him.

She then saw the police officers come down with a body bag, she covered her eyes and buried her head into Nicks chest, as he wrapped his arms around her body. Cheff Dodds came out and shot Nick and Amanda a look.

"Amaro get over here" He shouted

"I'll be right back Amanda" Nick stated as he stood up and walked toward Dodds. Amanda was alone once again.

"What was that Amaro?" Dodds asked

"What was what?" Nick asked angrily

"Rushing into the scene as soon as the shots were fired, you know that's against protocol and you can't run in there that quick."

"I wasn't going to just leave Amanda in there, that could have been her that was in the body bag, I had to make sure she was ok" Nick said raising his voice.

Amanda heard Nick shouting, and he was right what if Amanda was the one coming out in the body bag, she shed a tear thinking of that thought, she looked down on the ground and pulled her knees to her chest, crying softly to herself.

"Now if you excuse me I'm going to be with Amanda, she needs the company" Nick huffed and stormed away

He walked up to Amanda he saw her crying, he pulled her into her lap and wrapped his arms around her body "Shh Amanda it's ok"

"Why did they have to shoot him?" She asked

"I don't know, Manda but that could have been you coming out in the body bag, I was so worried to whether the next time I was going to see you was in a hospital bed, a body bag or my arms. And you know what I am so glad it's in my arms" He smiled

She smiled back looking up into his eyes once more, he smashed his lips against hers, she kissed back softly he had never shown her this much support but she liked it. He pulled away, and grabbed her hands "Now come on let's get you outta here"

Nick took off his NYPD jacket, and wrapped it around Amanda's shoulders, it was starting to get a little chilly as the sun was going down, she slowly got into the car and watched as they drove away from the crime scene.

The ride to Amanda's was silent, other than a couple sniffs that Nick would hear, as they drove up Nick helped Amanda out of the car and wrapped his arms around her shoulders.

Amanda sat down on the couch and started to cry once again, Nick put her head on his lap and stroked her hair "Shh Manda, baby it will be ok, I'm here"

She started to calm down a bit, realizing she was fine and that she was in Nick's arms, she sat up and pressed her lips against his once more. "It's getting late do you want me to stay the night or sh-"

"Can you stay?" Amanda asked as she gave him the puppy eyes.

He nodded and Amanda yawned, Nick picked her up lightly and carried her into the bedroom as she giggled a little, she got undressed and was now just in a bra and underwear, she put on an oversized shirt and went under the covers, as Nick was only in his boxers and also got under.

He moved closer to her and wrapped his arms around her body, as she put her head on his bare chest, and one of her hands stroking his chest. He twirled her hair, and couldn't help but smile, she closed her eyes and fell asleep, forgetting what happened earlier that day.