A Thug Series : Life And Possesion

Tre'Vonte

"I Wont Be Back By Then."

"Okay Well I Can't Do It."

I Listened To Sha'Nae Talk On The Phone.

"It May Be But I'm With My Family."

"Don't Be Disrespectful."

"Watch Ya Fuckin Mouth William."

"You Fired."

Seeing Her Throw Her Phone Across The Bed And Flip Her Hair, I Knew She Was Upset.

"What He Say?" She Quickly Turned Around At The Sound Of My Voice.

"Baby You Scared Me." I Looked At Her In Her Blue Lace Bra And Thong Set. She Was Beautiful. I Just Wanted To Make Sweet Love To Her. Still, Hearing Her End Of The Conversation In Which Resulted In Williams Firing Had Me Curious As To What He Said That Got Her So Riled Up.

"Why You Fire Ole Boy? What'd He Say?"

"Nothing To Serious Baby." Thats When I Knew He Had Said Something About Me And Or My Kids. Sha'Nae Didn't Want To Tell Me To Keep Me From Getting Angry.

"Just Tell Me."

"Let It Go. I'm Not Trying To Talk About It."

She Straddled My Lap, Stopping Me From Saying Anything Else That Had To Do With That Situation. Her And Her Attire Was Destracting Me And It Didn't Help That I Had On Just Basketball Shorts.

"I Know We've Been Arguing A Lot And This Is The Only Way I Can Think Of Settling Everything. Back Home, When You Asked Me If I Cheated And I Didn't Say Anything. It Wasn't Because I Cheated, It Was Because If I Had Told You The Truth Then You Would Have Asked Me Why I Was Distant And Not Wanting To Be Intimate With You. I'm Scared."

"What?"

"I'm Scared That You Will Look At Me Differently. I've Lost Weight. I Know You Liked My Thickness Or Whatever. I Did Too And I've Tried Every Thing, Eating More Food, More Sweets. I Don't Know What To Do Vonte. I'm Losing All This Weight A---"

I Pulled Her Into My Chest And Let Her Cry. I Hated To See Her Cry. I Was Lost As To What To Say To Her. I Had Noticed That She Was Getting Skinnier But I Hadn't Brought It Up. I Didn't Care If She Was Skin And Bones Or Slimthick. She Would Still Be Beautiful To Me.

"Quit Crying Baby. We Could Go To The Doctor If You Want. Don't Stress About Me Looking At You Different Because You Getting Skinnier. You My Baby No Matter What Shape Or Size You Are. I Love You Ma." I Kissed Her And Held Her.

Sha'Nae Would Always Be My Baby. Always.