Mr. Cinder -slow updates-

Chapter 7

Walking home from the park was sketchy. I swear I saw the shadows jumping around. I didn't like it, I felt as if I was being watched. I shook off the uneasy thoughts. I pulled my hood up and continued to walk.

I turned the corner and groaned when I saw that the street lights weren't on. 'So much for a easy walk home' I thought to myself. As I continued my walk I felt as if someone was following me. I didn't turn around and confront the person. What if they had to go this way. I would be rude.

As I walked the wind began to howl. Leaves on trees began to dance. I couldn't help but feel scared, its not like its a peaceful walk or anything. Ugh. I hung my head and began to count the seconds till I got home. I didn't want to be late to the "family' dinner. I noticed the sound of footsteps coming from behind me. I knew that i felt someone following me. I just knew it. Ugh why me, why couldn't of it been Megan, no Alex that's horrible, why would you think that....

As I walked the person behind me began to chuckle a little, something must be really funny cause he began to laugh, not just the little laugh, no the laugh makes your stomach hurt. That laugh. I saw the alley way that leads to Silver street. It cuts off like three blocks,if i can make it there then ill just have to walk one more block and ill be fine. Without really looking both ways, i bolted across the street and into the alley. I let out a sigh of relief when Mr. Giggles didn't follow me. I couldn't help but laugh at my silly nickname for the guy.

I left the alleyway feeling more comfortable when I saw the street lights were on. I didn't want to burst into the house late again so I began to do a little jog towards my street. I saw my front door, a little voice said yes!

Once I got close enough to feel the warmth of the house I slowed down. I knew that I had about three minutes to get home in time to help serve the food that I prepared yesterday, step-mother just had to heat it up. Ha! if she could even manage that.

I reached my hand out to the golden doorknob and turned it slightly. The white door creaks open and I slip in. So far so good, the twins aren't around to bug me about where I was, or stepmother to yell at me to fix dinner. Making my way up into my room I heard the floor creek from behind my door. I froze, I didn't leave the door unlocked did I?

I turned the doorknob and poked my head in, there sitting on my bed was, Justin. I felt my face heat up at the thought if his twin having a thing for me. I'm sure he does to, but you know. "Hey Justin." I said softly, I began to feel my body warm up when he looked at me with his soft chocolate eyes, he gave me a crooked smile. "Hey cutie, we need to talk." his voice started off soft, but got serious. I simply nodded and walked the rest of the way in.

"Wh-what do we need to talk about?" I asked, my voice holding a sliver of fear. He didn't say anything, he just got up and walked to my door, he closed it the rest of the way and locked it. "We need to talk about you kitten." his voice a little husky, as if he... I shook the thought from my head.

There's no way that Justin, my step-brother, the brother that beat me wants to have sex with me!!!!! I was thinking too fast, to long. I didn't even realize that Justin had pined me on my bed. His soft lips just inches from mine, part of me wanted to attack those lips, the other part was screaming that I couldn't do this to Danny.

Justin's eyes were glazed over with an unreadable emotion. "Alex, Im gonna kiss you, and if you squirm, or scream, you'll regret it." his husky voice held a threat that made my spine shiver. I felt myself retreat into my bed, trying to get some distance from Justin. I didn't want to kiss him, I wanted to kiss Danny, I wanted to be in this situation with Danny. Not Justin.

Justin grabbed the back of my head and pulled it up. His lips crashing onto mine, I held still, I didn't want to get hurt, I felt the tears building up in my eyes, I refused to let them fall here, not in front of him. I clenched my fist an held back the scream of agony when Justin pulled my hair.

Everything was moving too fast for me to comprehend what was going on. All I knew was that Justin was kissing me. Hard. I couldn't breath, I felt myself gasp when he began to move his hips in a circle. His groin was pushing against mine. I heard his breath speed up, I looked up too see him staring at me. His eyes still glazed with lust, and want. I started to panic a little, what is going to happen. I don't want to lose my virginity to him!!!!! No way in hell!!!

I still held the back the screams of protest, I didn't want to get hurt. I mean I guess it was temporary hurt. But still, I was more scared of him then anything at the moment. As he deepened the kiss, and as his hands trailed up my shirt I couldn't I my thing of Danny. Just Danny. He's the one that I wanted. The one that I needed. And just as I heard my zipper, Justin's mother called everyone down for dinner.

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