Mr. Cinder -slow updates-

Chapter 9

°Time skip, here is whats going on, in two weeks the school is having prom. Which means its basically the end of the year. And some evil brothers last chance to break up a certain couple read on to see how this chapter unfolds°
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Groaning as I throw my chemistry text book off my bed after I completed my homework. Looking over to see that its only 3:50 p.m. I decided to grab my wallet and phone. After sending a text to Danny asking him to meet me by the corner store near the park where we made up.

Taking a confident breath I head out the door and walk down to the store. The warm air makes me smile. I love that its warm again. I hated the winter, everything about it. The cold, the annoying coats and how everyone, male and female seemed to be PMSing during winter. Laughing at my thoughts I turn the corner and feel a buzz in my pocket. Taking it out i see its from Danny. A small smile found its way on my face as i opened the message. It just simply said 'okay' usually he says something other than that. I must've caught him at a bad time or I'm just overreacting. Its most likely the second one. A few minutes later I crossed the street to the store, I see Danny leaning against his car. Once he saw me a big happy smile formed on his face. "Hey Alex." he greeted me with a kiss. I couldn't help but blush a little. No matter how many times he kissed me I could never get used to the fact that someone would actually find me attractive, but I guess that's one of the reasons why Danny means so much to me.

The reason why I wanted to meet with Danny, was because I was going to ask him to the prom. I wanted to go, but I didn't want to go with out Danny, I remember him saying how prom is so overrated and all that stuff, but I mean, its my last year in school. It is also my first year in public school. I wanted to do something that I would remember for years, I wanted to stand out this year, I have always been in the shadows of my family. Now its my time to come to the light, make a change. Even if it as small as going to prom with another male, I was tired of just being the shy kid that people feel bad for. To be honest I'm not quiet sure where all this confidence came from, but I'm glad that I have it now. I was going to ask him to prom, and I hope that he says yes, because if he didn't I would upset and probably cry.

I realized that I seemed to of spaced out during Danny trying to talk to me, I felt really bad when I saw the annoyed expression on his face. "I'm sorry, I spaced out." I gave him a shy look and his annoyed expression seemed to melt off his face, "Its okay Alex, I just wanted to know why we were out here, I mean we don't usually meet up unless its something important." what he said  made me a bit upset. "Why not have a change." was all I said as we walked over to the swing set. He seemed to realize that I was  upset, I figured this because once I sat down on the swing he began to push me really fast, which happens to be my favorite thing.  I couldn't help but let a laugh escape my lips. I hated that fact that he was able to make me laugh, even though he was right, we never really meet up unless something dramatic has happened.

I took a deep breath and decided to just tell Danny what I wanted to say. " Danny.... will you be my date to prom?" I rushed. I didn't look at him at first, not in-tell I heard a chuckle.. that wasn't from him.  I looked up and saw another guy standing next to Danny. I was very confused, he seemed so familiar but I couldn't place it.  "I'm sorry squirt, but Danny here has a date already." After he said this I realized that his arm was around Danny's waist. I felt my face heat up and some unknown anger surged through me. " Danny, what is he talking about?" my voice held some coldness and it was evident that they both felt it. "A-Alex im sorry, I didn't wanna tell you cause I thought that you didn't want to go." Danny reached out for me but I backed away. I felt so betrayed by him, wasn't I his boyfriend, shouldn't he have asked me?!?!?!

I felt tears threaten to spill over my face, I couldn't help but look at Danny with pain and hatred. There was no other way to explain the feelings I have other than, betrayal. "You never asked me!" i heard myself yell before I could even register that it was me. The pained look on Danny's face said almost everything about how guilty he was feeling.

Good. I hope he feels bad for what he had done, "I'm your boyfriend Danny, aren't I?!" my voice was getting chocked from me trying to hold back my tears. I've never  felt this upset, not since the death of my father. "I trusted you with my heart Danny, this is the second time you broke it. Don't you ever talk to me again.!" with that I ran off, I ran all the way home. I didn't care that my legs were burning, that my face was stained with tears and was red from the cold wind beating on me. I didn't care that my crying filled the night air. I just couldn't find it in me to care that i was causing people to stop and stare and me as I ran.

I knew that once I got back to the house I call my home i was going to be alone again. I wasn't going to feel the warmth of hope that Danny gave me. I wasn't going to feel the happiness from the long hours we talked and laughed. I wasn't going to feel the love that came from his smiles. I wasn't going to feel anything but emptiness, again. Everything that I came to know and love will no longer be there to take me away from the painful reality I am now forced to stay in. Maybe this is what I get, maybe this was how things were supposed to be.

I felt the pavement beat on my feet as I ran, I saw my home, it was so close. I knew that I wouldn't be happy there, but I knew that I would be safer from the false sense of love there than out here where my heart could be broken. I pushed past the tears, past the ache in my feet, and my heart. I thought about going back to him, I wanted to turn around and run to him. To kiss him and tell him that I'm sorry. I wanted to feel his arms around me. But the more I thought about it the more I wanted to get away, I needed to be safe. I needed four walls to prevent me from doing something that will only hurt me in the future.

A/N

Hey everyone heres the new chapter.... chapter ten is gonna come out real soon. I'm soooooooo sorry for the wait, ive had some personal issues the past couple months.... please enjoy and leave a comment. Any suggestions just let me know, I am willing to add anything... well...... no dinosaurs sorry. Please please no hate on thi<3 <3 <3 <3 <3