Lovesick Fool

Eleven

Raph's P.O.V

When I wake, it takes my mind a moment to remember the events from yesterday. Everything is a blur, images slowly making their way to my brain. While that happens, I turn naseous and get a strange salty taste on my mouth.

"Oh no," I grumble and jump out of bed. As soon as I kneel in front of the toilet, I throw up. The smell consumes me and I can't stand to look at the color of the water. I flush the toilet immediatley and place my elbows in the sink.

I want to cry. I want to yell and curse myself for even drinking. But I was raised to keep my emotions inside.

"One tear only," Mom used to say. "After that tear you will no longer cry, so make it a good one. A strong one."

I tried. Sadly, whatever happened last night must have really gotten into me because more than one tear definitley escaped my eyes. Something or someone, ran away from me. I've never cried so much since Mona Lisa cheated on me. No one has ever seen me cry except for uh, uh..who was it? Oh yeah! Leo.

Leo.

I stare myself long and hard at the mirror and can only recall one memory from last night. He was on top of me. He was so care free and having fun and it really triggered me.

Something was obviously wrong in order for him to even drink with me in the first place. But, that's all I remember for now.

My head begins to throb and I lay back down. The obnoxious ringtone of my cell rings from my desk and I pick it up, not bothering to check who it is.

"Raph," comes the smooth voice from the speaker.

"Hmm," I mumble. My eyes are closed and I bury my face against my pillow.

"Wanna hang?"

"Not now Karai. Leave me alone," I beg.

"Wanna talk?"

"Fuck off," I mutter.

"Someone is in a grumpy mood," she teases.

"Someone is being annoying," I fire back. "Bye."

I hang up, but it vibrates again. Being in the drowsy state I am, I answer the damn phone again. This time I put it on speaker and lay the phone back on the desk beside me.

"You're so lonely. Let me keep you company," Karai says.

I don't answer.

"Let's mess with people. I know you love that," she continues. "How about that kid? Leonardo?"

My eyes snap open. So that's his full name. Leonardo. I sit up and grab my phone.

"Why would you want to mess with him?"

"Why not?" She contradicts. "He's a quiet nerd. Your favortie type of victim you usually like to mess with. The innocent ones."

"I don't do that anymore," I hiss.

"Awe little Raphie is trying to be a good kid. Not so tough anymore huh? I always knew you were a softie. So weak and vulnerable-"

"Shut the fuck up. Don't call me that," I snarl, feeling my eyes water. Shit. She's right.

"He should be quite fun to mess with actually. He's an easy target," she says.

"Mmm yeah," I agree. "I suppose he is."

"Come on. Let's get out and find him."

"I drank way too much last night Karai. Not today," I say.

"Ugh fine. I hate that kid anyways. Don't you?"

"Yeah me too," I mutter.

But I know I'm lying.

I suddenly remember why I cried.

I remeber his body on top of me, the rush of something I couldn't understand fill me, and he....he kissed me.

He kissed me then fled. I drop my phone to the ground, and once again, run to the bathroom.

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