Purple Swag 3 || A$AP Rocky

3 | I can't

I held her and walked us back to the bed. She laid atop of me with a leg on either side.

Stop crying. I whispered to her as we rocked

I heard her sniffle then the crying attempt to stop but failed miserably.

It hurt me so bad. I couldn't even cry. I was too hurt. It was like I was stuck or in shock. She mumbled through sobs

I need you Ashlynn. I said tightening in grip on her small body

She shook her head on my chest.

Don't lie to me. She said sitting up on me

I'm not. I said truly as she wiped her face

I can't do this anymore.....the temporary love is killing me. She said tangling her hands in her own hair

My love has never been temporary. I said taking her hands in mine

Look Rocky. I'm tired of crying I really just want to be happy. She said lowly

I can make you happy. I said pulling her back down onto me

I don't want temporary happiness. She spoke sitting up on me

Me either. Just be my wife again be mine. I need you Ashlynn. I spoke squeezing her little hands in mine

I love you so much. She said through tears

I love you too. Can I have my family back? I asked as she shook her head

You can't hurt me anymore. She said trying to stop the tears that continuously dropped from her face

I won't I promise. I said sitting up and hugging her

For the first time she hugged back and sniffled I kept my arms wrapped around her until I knew she wasn't crying anymore.

Baby girl. I said and she looked up at me her eyes still a little watery but for the most part dry

Let me take you home. Where's Rakim? I said as she got down from off of me

In the waiting room. Umm...by the way my mom doesn't like you right now. She spoke as she opened the door and walked out

I sighed and got up and walked out

Hello Ms. White. I said hugging her

Hi Rakim. She said salty but hugged back

I gave a small laugh and grabbed Rakim from her.

He was dressed up and looking around and he smiled at me a bit.

Bye mom. Ashlynn said as she grabbed Jr. bag. She began to walk but she looked at little big. I looked at her sideways a look and walked behind her.

Ashlynn are you...pregnant? I asked in her ear

I started laughing then looked down at her stomach. Then shrugged.

Umm I honestly don't know. She said looking back up at me

I lifted up her sweatshirt with my free hand and poked at her stomach lightly.

Sometimes When your sad you begin to eat. And it has been a month I've been eating. Plus I took a test yesterday here actually and I was here to pick up the results when I got the call. And it says I'm not...I'm just fat. She said rubbing her stomach through her shirt

We can work on that together because since you left I been eating out every night I'm getting big too. I said laughing

She gave a small smile and a laugh.

Rocky can you promise not to hurt me? She asked out of no where

Because to be honest I don't think I could handle the only person I love hurting me. This past month has been torture even ask moms, it took me 2 hours to write your birthday card because I was going in and out of crying spells trying to find the words to say after not speaking to you in a month. I just need to know now before I jump back in this relationship whole-heartedly. She spoke again before I could answer making me think about to say

I can't promise you that.

I can't
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