Purple Swag 3 || A$AP Rocky

14 | Huh?

A popthot? He yelled laughing uncontrollably

Yea. A few of them. I laughed

Who? He asked

Deja, Alex. And somewhat Jermaime. I spoke quickly hopping up

I changed my socks and tossed out the old ones. I didn't feel that much better. I just didn't feel like Rocky was mine yet. Like Deja could always have him because every time we broke up he was right back with her.

It made me cringe.

What's wrong? He asked catching me cringing

After a second of silence I spoke.

Why did you go back with Deja? Date her? Fuck her? Whatever you did. I said trying to wrap my head around it

He sighed and rubbed his hands over his face

You don't have to tell me....but you aren't mine to keep. Your hers. Your my sister's. I said staring off into space

You've never been mine. I thought I had us on lock...but there's always someone with the spare key. I said with a nervous laugh

I looked over at him and he was staring back at me while chewing his cheek.

Right. I said assuring myself

I left him standing there and made my way up stairs.

Come on Baby. Time for bed. I said picking up Rakims toys

He rubbed his eyes and came to me. I held him in my arms and cut off the light. I then sat in the chair rocking him. Singing random tunes.

Once he fell asleep soon after I began singing. I laid him on my chest and soon began singing myself to sleep. All I had was my son. I knew that was on lock, no one had the spare key to that.

I kissed him forehead a few times then took off his shoes and jeans being sure not to wake him.

Rocky POV
I walked upstairs and watched from the door as Ashlynn slept in Rakims room.

I took Rakim from her arms and placed him in his crib then picked her up toting her into our room. She was so light to think of it she hadn't ate much at dinner. She was stressed out. It was obvious.

I sat on the edge of the bed for a while watching her sleep then crawled in with her resting on my back with my hands behind my head.

Next Morning
I woke upon my own. It was around 8 and unusually Ash was still sleeping. She's usually cleaning, singing, cooking and dancing around the house. But even though she has been sleep for a long time she still looked tired.

I got up and peeked into Jrs room to see him fully awake and dressed. Nicely.

Morning. Who got you dressed? I said stepping in the room

Mommy. He said looking at me then back to his toy

So she was up. I said more to myself

Yea. She cry. He said not being able to say the full sentence

I would ask why but you wouldn't even be able to tell me. I said with a small chuckle

You hungry? I asked standing up

He shook his head no. I'm pretty sure Ashlynn fed him earlier.

Are you hungry? Ashlynn asked from the door

I nodded as turn around slowly.

How much did you hear? I asked as she walked off

I wasn't crying. She said

I knew that was a lie. She said it with a small chuckle.

I grabbed her at the last step and held her against me.
She didn't move or fight it she just hung her head down and a few seconds later I could feel drops on my hands from the tears that left her face.

H-he did it. She stuttered

Who did what? I asked turning her to face me

She shook her head rapidly and pulled away from me.

Huh?